Jian Ch3nq

Battling

2012-02-07T23:07:00.000+08:00

Fighting a losing war against my studies and emotion!

Running tight of time.

2012-02-06T22:21:00.000+08:00

I'm not really in the mood for blogging.

The workload is very tight!

Will blog when everything is over.

Yearning for 27Feb 11:10am ;D

Mood arise when an event is approaching

2012-01-22T02:10:00.003+08:00

Love, is a commitment!

BTB(Back to blogging) after some time.

School has not really been good lately.

It's the amount of work that's worrying me.

Sometimes, I'm just worried that I couldn't finish it on time.

And the exam timetable spoiled my Saturday.

Yeah, right at the moment when i woke up.

It's spreading all over facebook and twitter.

&it break my heart that it's coming in exactly a month time.

No time no time -.-

Nevermind about that.

CNY season is approaching.

Right, with all the angpao, goodies, gambling like usual.

I did my shopping with my mum few days ago ^^

Spent on quite an amount,

but my mum fork out everything for it ;D

-Insert smily face-

I terribly love the fact that,

SP has an offday on Wednesday.

Awesome much. I can have another day of rest.

But I can't go out on that day though -.-

Damn visitation for nearly everyday.

Okay, maybe for the first 3 days of CNY.

Once again, I shall wish my readers a Happy New Year in advance.

Enjoy your goodies, time with family ;D

Cause I know you all will, and hopefully I will too :D

But the amount of workload makes me have no mood for CNY.

And so is the other way round.

It contradicts but it's true.

十年之前

我不认识你你不属于我
我们还是一样陪在一个陌生人左右
走过渐渐熟悉的街头

十年之后
我们是朋友还可以问候
只是那种温柔再也找不到拥抱的理由
情人最后难免沦为朋友

Thinking over a black Friday

2012-01-14T13:36:00.003+08:00

It's just so different from before.

Chapter 13 of 366: It's just a black Friday!

Couldn't stop giving a damn,

especially to people who don't deserve a concern!

But on the other hand,

I'll be too heartless if I didn't do so!

So much for being super indecisive.

Anyway, yesterday was the deadline of JAE!

I couldn't get to do it again.

In order to do it again,

I'll have to withdraw from current course.

I couldn't help but to curse -.-

But, I'll just leave it to about 2 months later.

Had a rather bad attack by few of my best friends.

Really hope that they'll keep their feet up.

&I seriously feel like a super mean bastard,

by not having the ability to help 'em,

especially when they're in need the most.

Sometimes I just felt so selfish,

asking 'em for everything when I need the most.

But when it comes to hard times strike upon 'em,

I'll just 袖手旁观 aside.

Not offering the best words of encouragement.

YESH, a heartless friend like me I can say!

Have been contemplating over expressing myself.

I know I've bad ability over this.

But I've been trying my best to improve over it over time.

&it's been getting from bad to worse from time to time.

I'm just struck awed for my words,

giving awkward grammars and awkward replies.

And end up being socially awkward/segregated with people.

To get the consequences worse, isolated from the world.

Such a bad thing, &hard to improve it. -signs-

I can't help it, I'm just born this way- genetically

&Nothing can really changed me into another man.

If it doesn't, I would really feel like a rather mutated person.

如果我爱上你的笑容
要怎么收藏要怎么拥有
如果你快乐不是为我
会不会放手其实才是拥有

All things comes in chain!

2012-01-12T22:44:00.002+08:00

Really, how I wish!

Chapter 12 of 366: When bad things happens 接二连三-ly!

Had a rotton day lately.

First having to cry on lately happenings.

And not on my own stuffs.

I can't do my JAE to poly again!

Then what's the point of sending me a new letter!
It's just plain dumb seriously!

After knowing that, my Lenovo laptop crashed.

I don't mind sending it for repair,

but i mind the datas inside.

It's like all my work!

And having to redo 'em really sucks.

Stuck with my mac, and I can't do much about it!

Since it's impossible to open certain software.

I still love my mac though ^^

It's been faithful with me for more than 2 years already,

and it seems to be fine to me ;D

But then windows ah...

-shakes head- Cannot make it!

But that's aside, apart from not being able to do my work,

I'm another day closer to get out of the segregated class ^^

I think we might just countdown to exams.

That's when I can really say BUHBYE!

Yeah, I really can't take it anymore.

Even though the 0.5 point better than last sem,

was reduced till like 0.1 only!

But I really thank God for certain people in the class though ^^

All burden comes and go.

Hope it'll cease it soon!

Term4 week2 is ending soon,

LIKE YAY!

I'm a tool itself

2012-01-11T16:42:00.003+08:00

I love these bunch of people the best <3

Chapter 11 of 2012: Why was I a tool in school!

Term4 has started for about a week and a half.

And the amount of work is piling up!

Especially when there's no work done last week.

All thanks to Spinnovex!

Having so much work to do.

I tried to stay up late to complete it.

Okay, that's pretty normal!

But I'm way too tired to do it.

That's aside!

Greater attempt was initiated by waking up early to do.

Although I hate the fact having to wake up at 4 to complete.

&It's really hard to wake up at such a cooling weather,

so I end up having many incomplete work!

Okay, that'll be aside again!

Project, Presentations, Reports.

All these involves a group effort.

Burden comes, Relax also comes.

That'll be aside again!

I've tried to let go of so my hardships.

But it isn't as easy to forget them.

But what's making me pondering is the fact that I'm being used-

ALL THE TIME!

I tried my best to help.

&I can't say you guys are perfect.

But I don't deserve that kind of treatment right!

&Do consider the fact that I'm falling sick,

but I still help you people!

Oh please, fickle minded people.

Please freaking grow up.

I doubt that the society will willing to accept you,

if you keeps your attitude this way!

Taking today's lab test as an example.

I got shoot from head to toe just because i gave misleading answer.

HELLO, I'm a human kay!

&I believe it's not so difficult to execute the program yourself.

I know I may score what you people think VERY GOOD for MST,

I would only gave myself an average.

First, every credits doesn't goes to me!

From that, I'm seriously not expecting everybody to be using me,

just on a school come-and-go basis!

Everybody wants to shine in the campus.

YEAH, that's when the salt and light theory comes in >.<

But that doesn't include pestering me for help when I'm sick.

There's so many other people who's smarter than me,

you simply just approach 'em for help!

Why just don't understand why should I be the one helping!

To add salt into it, I got nothing in return.

I guess it really doesn't pay to be nice at all.

Everybody will just take it for granted.

That's when selfish people comes in,

and it's existing time and again, practically EVERYWHERE!

So.... think twice before helping!

I really hate Term4 so much that I want it to end quickly.

Even though I hate to move on to Year2 even more!

No, I just want to get out of this segregated class even more!

The beginning of a newer beginning

2012-01-02T00:47:00.004+08:00

Should take some time to stop, and think awhile. And of cause, SMILE!

It's 2012 already.

Man, time really flies.

I'm gonna turn 18 in exactly half a year.

I really feel that I've been through alot in 2011.

Be it school, relationship, time management etc.

It's all over now.

&I felt that I've learned alot through experiences.

Some thing I do wish for in 2012.

1. Be happy

Definitely everybody wants to be happy.

&I think I'm having the 开心果 attitude for quite some time.

Really hope that this can enlighten me to be happier.

But I know in this imperfect world,

it's impossible to achieve it.

But there's certain who does enlighten me.

Of cause, not only during the happiest time.

But also the times when I really feel like crying or breaking down.

Man, the encouraging words from certain people really light my life up.

But it'll be more awesome when you have the RIGHT people,

at the RIGHT time.

That kind of blessing sure is BLISS!

2. Manage my finances properly.

I've been very bad at managing it lately.

Hokay, every since I've started using adult fare since Feb2011,

my transport fare has hiked by like twice or so.

But I thank God for concession,

but it's still rather expensive :/

&holidays makes everything worse.

Spending money on sinful stuff,

which can be inappropriate for health and resources.

Always having the grief after you spent it.

Having to travel overseas twice makes everything more sinful.

I spent like about a thousand bucks or so.

Despite being my parent's money,

I still felt bad.

I'm not those working person on weekends,

I'm only depending on allowances.

&I've not been saving it much.

Still remember when I withdrew 600+ bucks from the bank,

within 1 term, I mean 7 weeks.

That's definitely spending money without looking at the price tag.

Okay, to a certain extent, I don't give a shit about it.

Cause I only care about the quality (:

3. Manage relationship properly.

I've learnt the most in that area in 2011.

People do come and go from time to time.

But that's inevitable, since it's human nature.

Hopefully I won't be falling under that category.

Yeah, I have my commitments.

But I've really really tried my best to divide my time for certain people.

But it's always the other side of the coin that's stopping me!

To tell you the truth,

Out of 10 times when I broke down,

9 times are all about relationship, with people and God.

I've really felt that I'm committing a sin

by not spending time with people, equally.

That kinda cause me to be distant from certain people.

&when we meet, it tends to be super awkward.

I hardly express my inner self to the outer self.

&it'll definitely be amazing when someone just ask about my inner thoughts.

I'm waiting....

4. Shining academically.

Okay, I really hate to talk about this topic.

But I really want a good GPA in Year1 Sem2.

It's gonna be Term4 soon,

a short term I must say!

&it'll definitely revolve around Projects and assignments.

Man, that can be the life-less thing to do!

But I really doubt myself about it :/

From a rather segregated class,

and a competitive-ness is definitely worrisome.

But the good thing is, I don't have to make anymore choices.

I'm waiting for English result to be out,

and hopefully I can branch out to the field I want. Yeap (:

Well.... it's Chapter 2 out of 366 in 2012.

So have a good year ahead.

So do i. :D

Keeping your will strong!

2011-12-27T00:36:00.002+08:00

HEHEHE, had cell group appreciation just nao!

Yeap, it's rarely a time for us like this to say.

But I really love the spiritual home I have.

I thank God for this group of awesome people.

They really lighted up my life.

Really thank a particular person for introducing me (:

From there, I really found a best friend.

He's the awesome-est of awesome.

Was kinda touched when he mentioned that,

I was like the first one to open out to him.

WOW, I was stunned for a second.

Actually, I kinda forgot what I did to get myself open out.

Well, that's like 5 months ago already!

Really looking forward for the future endeavors.

Not only that, also many other people that God brought us.

We may not be perfect,

but God perfected us.

HAH! I know some of us may not be close,

but time will bring us closer,

or even more closer than before.

I'm looking forward to 2012,

with this perspective ~

Christmas!

2011-12-25T21:05:00.004+08:00

I always smile because of Christ.

Merry Christmas to readers out there (:
I don't know who'll read this though :/

Yeap, Christmas is about the season of giving.

Including the love the Jesus gave for us:

His grace, mercy and blood shed for our sins.

I'm really glad that Jesus was born on this special day,

the coldest, the darkest day of the year.

And it's by the light and Holy spirit

to light up the world, warm us up.

How amazing!

&It's exactly a year since I've gave my hearts to him.

Walking through this journey of faith.

Can be rather bumpy,

but I realize it's purpose time and again.

Getting up on feet after many setbacks.

Knowing what you're getting so far for!

Thus overall,

Happy Birthday Jesus (: <3

Staying Strong no matter what!

2011-12-21T23:31:00.002+08:00

Thoughts circulating my mind!

2011-12-21T22:44:00.007+08:00

It's been 3 terms since I've entered Polytechnic.
And it sure has some ups and downs.
But all I know is that God is in control of my Polytechnic life.

Some things keep lingering on my mind.
I just keep thinking that I should redo Year1 next year.
YESH, I'm seriously studying in a field that I'm not interested in,
but it's something which I'm good.
&also that field makes me feel that I've very low language level.

I wasn't expecting being an environmentalist requires engineering technique.
It was kind of bullshit if you were to ask me.
Honestly, this wasn't my choice.
It was all my stupid fault to screw my O Level English,
I got a fucking D7 and I can't get into something which I want.

I've retook the paper, just like what all the sec4's people did.
And I shall consider it again when I got back that result.
Man oh man oh man oh man.
Tolong please!

Anyway, on the other hand.
I'm seriously losing my sense of existence in certain places.
People- They changes from time to time.
And hence, they come and go.
That's natural.

But if everybody were to have this mindset,
then we'll never ever get to find true friends which will be there when you're in need.
Take classes for example:

In semester 1, the classes are relatively irregular,
The starting time ranges from 8 to 1.
Sometimes, there's only 1 lesson per day.
&The mindset of the people is like,
COME, TAKE ATTENDANCE, SLEEP, AND ZHAO (Home) WHEN DONE.

Totally bullshit, no bonding, no interaction, no nothing at all.
Just come and go. People were hurling vulgarities till it's offending me too much!
I guess, it's all about handling the people!
It was that time when I can't wait to get out of the class.

Semester 2 came. Expecting classes to be even better.
But it's nowhere better dude.
I hated the starting time of class,
till I've the thought of skipping all early classes.

Now this time it's really my problem.
I really hate too much things in life already.
But the people in my current class were at least slightly better than previously.
I cannot say they're perfect person, but I can only give 0.5 points better!

I can't find a companion in it. Moreover it really sucks when you're ignored.
Dreading classes is already enough horrible,
but facing people who you don't want to face makes everything even worse!

&I can say it's quite stressful academically in my current class.
People were being too competitive in their studies.
They somehow needa chill man!
&also, to a certain extent, socially.
The mentality is almost as the same as previous:
COME, TAKE ATTENDANCE, ZHAO when done.
&the slight change was rather significant, internally in school only >.<

But that was for class, let's talk about CCA!
Well.... Ehk, I had SPSB for a sem.
Was kinda dragged by a classmate.
Fine, give him face, since I've not touched instrument since Sec3.

The good terms only lasted for a month.
And then things starts to get very haywire.
I tried to treat the times the best for getting-together.
But i was wrong.

The atmosphere was too dreading in fact!
Yes, I dreaded all practices that much till I only want it to end faster.
I went just for the sake of attendance.
I went just for the sake of CCA points.
I went just for the sake of my love for music.

&I was an idiot. Thinking that I can survive just based on all these mentality.
ITE, it still has to deal with people again!
Still remember the Korea trip about 3 months ago,
I can classify as one of the most silent trip I've ever went.

I've never been this quiet in my life before.
Okay, maybe until before I was a changed man form an introvert.
Yeah, my point is,
it was super awkward, having like negligible friends in there.
&having gazillions acquaintances!

Ever since that trip, I've only attended a sectional before my HK trip,
and that's it. GAME OVER!

Oh, and also because of that,
I missed out many greater happenings.
Despite being great in making music.
But I thank God that I'm outta there nao!

Pathetic isn't it. But I still felt very bad.
I told my BFF nearly the whole story of what triggered my thoughts,
But yet I tend to think about those horrendous times again!

Being in EEEC will be another story,
a long, yet bitter-sweet one.....
People were friendlier, but some funny thought came on me.

&It all comes from the people again!
Too busy with their commitments till having not enough time for each other.
I admit, we people have commitments to do.
&people were just tend to be too busy.

See, busyness destroys relationships,
Yeah, relationshipS, with many people.
&somehow, I feel that wrong people are just placed in my life.
I know they're imperfect.
But I just don't see why can't they make them a better person!

I shall see how Term4 shall turn out.
If not...... I will not know what's gonna happen!

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

2011-12-20T01:09:00.002+08:00

I've really seen you from an angle,
you're like a perfect angel for my capsized life.
But there'll always be a hindrance,
to cause me to take the initiative!

I hate it.
It's been quite some time since I've wanted to tell you:
"I like you".

It's just three words,
I wonder what's so difficult to say it out.
It's like we can say any three words, openly.
But why not that three...

Have been contemplating about it.
Even if I've said it out.
The question for myself is:
"Can I commit?"

You see, loves requires commitment.
YESH, and I'm tired of commitments,
from school, church, relationships etcetc.
To think that I've wanted to start a relationship.

As much as I want to express my love for you,
I've seriously no courage to say.
I'll not be certain of your reaction,
but it may make you hate me because of it.

Of cause, I won't say it recklessly.
I really mean it from the bottom of my heart.
It's just how much you want to understand.
Girl, I can't read your mind!

Notification

2011-09-09T23:44:00.001+08:00

I'm so gonna make a one-semester post, soon.

When holiday ends [:

FOC !

2011-04-08T16:27:00.005+08:00

About a week ago, I attended Freshman Orientation Camp,

FOC for short.

And this is like the best camp I've ever been,

as compared to the previous camp which I've attended in Secondary school.

This camp causes me to step up even more,

I started taking initiatives since the group is very dead for the first day.

YES, I'm practically the noisiest person in the group.

And I felt that I've influenced the group rather much with my high enthusiasm.

Those awesome groupmates, willing to speak up.

But I feel that I'm like talking with 3 mouths when many people are in need of me.

Being a person who can think of cheers,

I was given a role of the cheer IC.

Hence, I'm like bombing in all the cheers i can think of.

But I'm not the only one doing all the work, it's everybody's.

I still remember I can't really think of a cheer anymore on the first day,

as my brain was very dead due to major sleep deprivation the day before.

But luckily I've understanding group member to help me think of it.

I really feel I was close with the group on the second day.

Yeah, I made an effort to remember their names. And I did.

Through the war game, I was closer with half of the group.

It was great, I made an effort to do so.

Stepping up can be easy, just that if you have the guts to do so or not.

From it, I've made an awesome friend, practically my soulmate.

Although I don't proclaim that he's my gay friend,

but I proclaim that he's my soulmate.

I started to acknowledge it when he said that he's my best buddy.

And that's how the whole thing comes in.

During the second night, I was sad that the second half of the camp is coming.

And this means I'm gonna leave this awesome group.

As a result, was rather down for the third day.

I was even sad-er on the third night when we're leaving.

But with all the social networking nowadays, there's nothing to fret.

Now orientation is starting on Monday,

I shall look forward to meet my classmates.

19 people though, and I know nobody.

But I shall leave it to god,

as He definitely placed me in SP with a purpose.

L.O.V.E.

2011-03-22T22:33:00.002+08:00

1Peter 2:17
Honor all people. Love the brotherhood. Fear God. Honor the king.

Love people, and they'll love you back.
Bless people, and you'll be bless blissfully.

Honor people, they'll honor you with great gratitude.

That's one way to improve yourself to a whole new level.

Nightmare

2011-02-23T21:35:00.002+08:00

I think after know when is my first day of school,

I'm so NOT looking forward to it anymore.

Everything just comes all of a sudden.

The enrollment package already gave me a TREMENDOUS NIGHTMARE.

Don't ever mention about FOC.

Still have 2 months, or maybe less than that.

But I'm just not ready to face another group of people.

Truly, I've NOT enjoyed enough.

Everyday is just like a routine to me.

Any fun-er life to recommend?

I WANT THIS !

2011-01-10T22:01:00.002+08:00

I really have nothing to say about my results.

Just wanna know why am i so stupid?

But during that time I realized afew things.

Life's like that.

Life's like that

2010-12-22T00:42:00.003+08:00

My Bias for now ! T-ara.

Especially JiYeon & Qri !

Finally be able to take some time off to blog.

Schedule had been very packed since I last blogged.

Regardless of being, at home, or out, I'm occupied.

Yup, so more or less a rather booked person.

Currently having a job.

The pay, I must say, it's relatively low compared to some jobs.

But I would rather work this kind of job,

since the working hours is flexible TTM !

Really hope that I will plan my schedule well in the future.

Yeah, the managers and people are friendly.

But I just can't stand the durian smell at times.

Apparently, there'll be more and more people working with us.

YAY, it's a good thing though.

Since it's rather busy this few days as christmas is approaching.

Had another job before that.

I have the thought of quitting after the first day,

as the job really kills my hormone, as I'm too shy.

So I worked for 2 days, and got fired.

YAY, what a good thing,

Since I have the thought of writing resignation letter.

Save paper and save in, and also saliva.

-Insert happy face-

There's a week which i know,

Went to Nex 3 times a week for different purposes.

Went once with a group,

VERY boring i must say.

Shall reject their outing(s) more and more.

Since i know some low IQ people is coming.

Ohyeah, I went to a candlelight service at CHC 3 days back.

Even if it seems eternity that I went for a church event,

I got the feeling that I got previously.

But the main point for the service is really awesome.

Regretted not snapping a photo for it,

but I've not regretted waking up early on a sunday morning for this !

CelebrationS

2010-11-16T01:56:00.006+08:00

O Level is finally over.

Guess it's really time to party and celebrate.

-Insert smily face-

Those rushing through will never be existed again.

HEEE... O Level was easy though ^^

I have confidence in Both Maths & Chemistry.

But the rest is seriously !@#$%^&*()

And this means that secondary school days are over.

Elated to a large extent and also dreaded to a small extent.

Those times we went through thick and thin have ended here.

Guess it's no time rewinding it, or dwelling over it again.

During those rough times of studying,

we stayed up late to mug like crazy,

we called during the late night to clear our doubts,

we pledged that we will do our best,

we talked about sensible stuff during dinner after night studies,

we took our time during recess and end up being late for lesson,

we talked as much rubbish especially during studying session,

we played to fight the stressful times.

And now all these has to come to an end.

How sad man?

Somehow, I missed it and not missed it again.

In my opinion, it's NOT the studying like mad makes studying fun,

it's the process of studying which is fun.

BUT, this will only applies with people who you feel comfortable.

Apparently, everyday in school was really dreaded because of the same person.

Everyday causes my mood to turn in a disastrous one.

Unable to get angry, I held in.

I really thanked god from the bottom of my heart that i survived through this.

Even though I held in for countless time,

it may helped to a certain extent

As I only shared with people who I think I can trust.

But now, the trust between me and the trusted person is just gone...

FOR GOOD, and never be back.

There's only one reason behind this:

"There's always someone more important than one".

Like really, when one found a better person to be with,

one will just abandon the current one and move on with the better one.

I guess everybody will just choose the latter.

And I may be one too, and maybe I won't.

Trust takes ages to build up, and seconds to break.

Selfish perception of humans :

Heartless and weak creature.

I can't blame mother earth on it,

but this is just too much.

Now, O Levels has ended.

I did make afew promises to myself.

And I will fulfill them properly,

of cause, without leaving any regrets.

Oh Please, do you know that you have been snatching my friends over and over again. Even though this started last year, but I held it in till somewhen this year. Do you even know that your action is real irritating all the time. I keep mum about it cause I believe you can turn over a new leaf and stop all these stupid idiotic habit. But then time has already proven that YOU HAVE BEEN DOING THE SAME THING OVER AND OVER AGAIN. The sight of you talking of my friends has really been getting more and more intriguing.

You didn't change, but still I held in. The reason for doing so is because I don't want to deal with idiot like you. The more I'm dealing with it, the more i will be dragged to your level. And as I'm very afraid of losing, I will fear that you will win me in experience by challenging your maximum stupidity with my little pea brain in terms of stupidity. Since now I can finally have a period of not seeing you, will you please PLEASE PLEASE get out of my sight, and stop interfering with me, and especially my friends. I don't want them to be dragged to your level. It sure is worrisome when doing so.

I will not freaking care if you sees this. Cause I know your lacking of knowledge in the computer world really cause your maximum stupidity to even rise further up. And I know your studies performance has improved in a short period of time, but that doesn't give you the freaking right to boast how smart you are. You and your stubborn attitude of thinking that you're always right has really make me think that you're really gonna fail your O's with flying colours.

Your language used is obviously violated the Singlish language policy. You just love to use the same word over and over again. Mine, do I call that lack of vocabulary? HAHAHA, I'm so amused on how you get a B3 for your English during Preliminary examination. And please, stop ending your sentence with the same word when there's people who can fall into the situation, and NOT ONLY YOU. PLEASE, you think that people want this outcome. Even though your ego on winning is high, you should not even be thinking that this situation only adversely affect you.

Over

2010-09-20T23:50:00.002+08:00

Prelim is over like days ago.

Not very well done.

Killer papers here and there are screwed.

English Paper 1 rock, but Paper 2 suck.

E.Maths Paper rock, except for selfish idiot who tell me my marks.

SS Paper SEQ was moderate, while SBQ was a nightmare.

Physics Paper 2 was horrendous, fell sick and wrote rubbish answer.

Skipped Chinese paper as I had a high fever on that day.

And here comes holiday.

Studied hard and played hard.

Went to marina barrage.

Had great fun and very horrendous sunburn.

Was rather relieved as that day was a scorching weather.

At least it's better than a wet weather.

Had study group subsequently after those days.

And it really feels good to be with people who you're close with.

It's just, my confidence is really there.

And now I just can't build communication skills with them.

Killer paper comes.

Geography was average, same goes with Biology P2.

Chemistry P1 was a waste of time, completed in 15 mins.

A.Maths P1 was horribly done, Chem P2 was alright (:

Biology P1 was horrible too, thanks to coming to school late.

Physics P1 and A.Maths P2 was manageable (:

There goes my days of prelim.

Had Seoul Garden after paper.

HAH, end up rushing for nothing.

Waited for quite some time.

Food there was delicious, and had too much meat ._.

But luckily, it's a Korean restaurant.

Not to mention, I get hungry easily.

Not really enjoying my life now.

There's only approximately 33 days days to EL Paper.

And I really hate that word.

So better not let me hear it.

All the best to Combine Science people having practical papers today (:

Zero-Prepared

2010-08-25T21:53:00.002+08:00

I only have tmr left to prepare for my prelims.

And I seems to be ZERO-PERCENT prepared,

especially the language and humanities paper.

To worsen it, english paper is on Friday.

YES, I got the format inside my head already.

But it's just the level of english that needs to be improved.

I guess it's really impossible to pull up english standard within few days.

Everything just seems to be a headache now.

I hope English paper will not be a pain in an ass.

Other subjects are rather fine.

Just that I need some time to stuff them inside my head.

And luckily the killer papers comes after the Holiday.

A not-so-free holiday again ._.

School was annoying lately.

Got 2 detentions just this month ._.

The one I attended today was bliss,

love the speaker, really learned quite a number of things.

But I was dozing off most of the time,

it's for the sake of replenishing energy for Maths class.

HAH, cause of that, I skipped maths remedial for awhile.

The same old bastard is annoying.

And my CC even called my parents.

Seriously, I didn't do anything seriously BIG FAT WRONG,

and he called. WOW, what's this?

I just don't understand what's the damn link to this.

Shall not moan so much about it more,

it just pist me off even more.

I wonder why oh why,

I'm here oh so nice,

and I received worse treatment than him,

when he only cuts into conversation and the topics are fucking crap.

It's exactly 2 months to O's,

and I'm already dying to get out of the damn school.

Ohyeah. :D

Off to study.

Some thinking.

2010-07-31T17:46:00.003+08:00

Somehow, I do and don't look forward to the day of graduation.

I do cause I can finally stop torturing myself from studying.

I don't cause I don't feel like leaving my friends.

But somehow, these friends can be classified into various classes:

True Friends and Normal Friends and TTYN ones.

I've been pounding this matter for afew days.

Guess that my relationship with 'em is just normal.

While the others are so true that they're like siblings.

Somehow I wonder why are they so close together,

while I'm just like an invisible cloak hanging around like a ghost.

Honestly, that's how I feel most of the time.

How they get close to each other.

How they can talk non-stop.

How they are able to gossip.

How they are giving each other a helping hand.

And this is what I get : NOTHING.

Really, nothing. I just feel like a piece of crap.

So I was thinking to talk to 'em about it,

or just leave it as it is till they know the meaning.

THEY JUST DON'T FUCKING UNDERSTAND.

Well, Well, Well.

I just don't understand why there're such thing call backstabbers.

They're just dumb by putting a direct one.

And end up not being able to solve.

And once they stab, instantly I know who is the one.

Just like an innocent one being killed,

you know the person, but you can't solve it since the person is dead.

Was really down for the WHOLE month cause of this,

Tmr is already August.

And I really wish that they'll understand

By not leaving people behind when they don't need it.

Hence, I really wish that they'll do something,

especially something that involve everybody,

and NOT individual self.

Find some people really self-centered.

If this is your personality since you're born,

I'm so sorry to say that it will continue to harm.

Especially when next year you're gonna meet a new group of people.

And I bet not much people will fancy you.

Have been hearing from many people about their plans after O's,

this really makes me want to think of a timetable of my doings.

And as for me, many of the dates are not confirmed.

Just hope that it will not turn out to be a disappointment.

Well, well. Gotta catch up with people during that half year.

Needa improve many many skill before moving on to tertiary education.

And when I heard people saying games will occupy 'em,

Instantly, my mind went bonkers with the word "NO LIFE".

Wonder why. Maybe I really detest this kind of people?

Who knows? Maybe I really needa quit those not-so-lifemore gaming stuffs.

Mundane

2010-06-19T02:46:00.004+08:00

Love by CNBlue

Homework and Homework and Homework,

that's a super Mundane life that I've lead for the whole holiday.

But at least, I manage to complete within 2 weeks.

And now, it's playing time.

Hold on, I need to do revision.

Another super mundane life again -.-

I really wonder how some people manage to pull through this.

Seriously, I'm just too lazy to study.

Even when people jio me out to study.

Just end up crapping along, or even eating.

As expected, holidays = No cash , like always.

I wonder how am i gonna survive after O's with this going on and on.

Well, at least this holiday got some quite enjoyable event,

it can be better if it's more efficient.

LOL, cause that's what I think.

But it's really... FATTENING.

OMG, look at the fats now -.-

Oh, and I'm playing audition now -.-

Super rusty, needa brush up already.

And I'm lvl-ing soon after what seems like eternity.

Yeah, really eternity.

Restarted some pokemon hacks,

like Bloody Platinum. Since I've nothing to do.

And the games is like taking forever to finish 1 badge.

Played 1 more hack, Dark Future.

Chiong-ed through the game within 1 day,

and now waiting for E5 and East Suden beta to come out.

HEHEHE, will be waiting :D

I can predict that this holiday can be super tiring.

Have been sleeping late like 7am,

and I'm being woke up by construction -.-

WTF man, it's super noise pollution.

And now I want a soundproof wall.

I don't care if it cost a bomb or what

I just want peace :D

And now it's like I can totally here what is happening upstairs,

SUPER clearly.

Tsk tsk.

Can't stand you anymore.

You love that word till you've been saying it over and over again.

I told you, you gl-ed me.

And now I don't know what to do with you.

Till one day, when I can't take it,

you should know me.

-Insert the world most evil face-

-Points knife-

Speaking of knife, have been forgetting to buy time and again.

I'm getting old now ;O

And I'm getting older soon ._.

H-O-T.

2010-05-25T20:31:00.003+08:00

Black and White starter.

The water pokemon looks so screwed,

it looks like a combination of Piplup and Bibarrel.

And the fire one looks like Turtwig in a pig version,

Grass one looks like Manon in maple,

except this is in a grass version.

HAHA, i know the designers have put in effort into this,

Cause i know designing such thing is never easy.

OMFG, Zoroark can transform.

In anime, it did Legendary Beast.

Oh, damn it, the ability is so gay.

And i hope this such thing will not exist in real life,

if not i will be the first one to run away.

Well, well, well...

Me am not in a very good mood lately,

I just need a punching bag or somewhat.

The thing is...

I just can't do anything, but to sit and watch.

Come one, just do it.

There's just some person,

who always thinks that he's damn perfect,

and then don't allow others to share with it.

Everything to him seems SUCK SUCK SUCK.

And think his choice is the saiko-est.

That's one thing which nobody can stand including me.

Maybe the previous me can stand it,

but everybody has a limit.

And you've crossed the limit by alot alot alot of times.

But i just don't want to tell you,

since you'll be just saying suck here and there -.-

Well, well, well...

Let the flow of time and space tell what will happen.

With this kind of thing happening,

I feel like destroying the birth of emotion.

I really find it useless since everybody should be equal.

And i doubt that this will happen, NEVER.

So might as well destroy the flow of it.

And no one, will NEVER EVER experience pain, sorrows, joys.

And the even better one of all - conflicts.

Isn't that cool, when you're immune to all these.

It's damn cool as the world as no more conflicts.

Love this quote the most:

Such pitifully useless emotions... It's illogical and irrational. Pity and compassion are products of the weak and lacking human heart.
- Cyrus of the Team Galactic Boss

Cool huh? Love it so much much much.

BLAH BLAH BLAH

So, went for TP today.

Really feel like sleeping as the weather is seriously hot,

And some courses quite inspire me wanting to go TP,

but the transport is seriously damn inconvenient for me.

Still, it's either NP or SP.

Life sciences or Engineering.

The weather was SO DAMN HOT,

that I went home and fell asleep instantly.

WOWOW, this is such a typical act by me yours truly.

HAHAHA, i feel so damn honored.

Give me an award for this.

Hm... PTM tmr, nothing much actually.

Nothing to nag about my WONDERFUL results.

Hope they'll not nag about CH, since I failed it.

Till then...

Happy Birthday Sunny x)

2010-05-17T22:31:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday Sunny x) xoxo

The saturday that just passed, which is 15 May,

is the birthday of this chiobu on the picture.

Initially I thought f(x) Amber was her boyfriend,

as the picture of f(x) Amber really look like a guy ._.

Shall not post it up, as it's commonly seen now ._.

Results are back.

As expected, failed my humanities :D

Quite happy as I improved one grade.

-Insert smily face-

Physics was well done,

though short of 1 mark to A1.

Biology was well done with a B4,

contented already :D

Chemistry was quite well done too,

though I have not got back essay qn yet.

And I need 15 marks to get my A1 :D

A.Maths was well done.

But E.Maths P2 was horribly done.

The worst maths result I've gotten in my 16 years of life.

Overall, got an A2, 1 more mark to A1 though.

But still, rather expected, so there's nothing to moan about it.

HAHAHA!

Chinese was well done, with a B3.

And English have not gotten back yet.

And I'm predicting that I will get a F9.

In my opinion, the more effort you put in for english,

THE WORSE YOUR RESULT WILL GET.

It's really annoying when you have put in a lot of effort,

And then this shit outcome appears in front of my eye.

So... for P2, if i can get 10 marks,

I'm already contented.

Enough of Exam stuffs,

Let's change the topic.

Was not feeling well since Tuesday,

And was coughing like mad lately.

And I almost cough on my chemicals on my chem SPA on Friday.

HAHA, in the end it was smooth, nothing went cocked up.

Now instead of worrying of exams and O levels,

I need to worry about my health already,

It's seriously deteriorating man,

Firstly, it's cause of the damn hot weather.

And secondly, have been eating alot of junk food.

And I still ate junk food when I'm sick -.-

Which makes me feel even sick-er.

Wonderful, Marvelous, Splendid.

On a side note,

Now I'm quite short of money,

got quite a number of things from my list,

But now I'm still saving for something else,

HGSS Guidebook Part 2 ($40~$50)
Kara's Lupin Album ($25)
New SE Earpiece ($40) (As the current one will die at this rate)

Well that's all for now,

but the list will go on and on as time goes by.

HAH, this shows how greedy am I.

Currently having Chinese Intensive,

And today is only the first day and I'm super bored during the process.

So I end up reading magazine. And the content is seriously BORING !

Totally went bonkers during that time, really don't know why.

WOOHOO, class chalet is set 16 June,

and the frequency is rather fabulous.

Hope there will be teachers turing up too

-Insert elated face-

Trial Exam(s) over :D:D:D:D:D:D

2010-05-07T22:20:00.003+08:00

F(x) Nu ABO. I like the rap part :D

Trial Exams are over. Time to party.
But it's not like O's have ended.
Damn it. Why oh why?

Anyway, had subsequent paper since last post.
Some were alright and some were horrendous.
And A.Maths Paper 1 was the best,
I was the first person in the whole A.Maths cohort to sleep.
Give me a type of award which suits this.

On a side note,

the weather is terribly hot nowadays.

And after school I spend my times on playground,

NOT to regain childhood, but to de-stress myself.

I really feel good as I don't feel so stressed up,

and I also burn alot of fats and energy.

But I always come home sweating like mad.

On the other hand,

ALL THANKS TO THE HOT WEATHER, (Once again)

Exams in the hall makes it worse ._.

I always have lots of trouble turning the page

due to wind being too strong

as the fan is ALWAYS directly in front of me.

With the hot weather + wind very strong,

I will always tend to fall asleep.

Now I really hate the fan directly in front of me,

sometimes my papers fly all over the place

till I've to reorganize 'em again.

It's bloody troublesome,

as i always did that during collection of scripts.

And it bloody waste my time during exams.

In conclusion, i really hate exams in the hall,

unless the school is willing to put a "Big Ass fan"

Or even better - "AIRCON"

Heard that Aircon is gonna be set up in hall during June Holidays.

Both good and bad for me :x

That's aside. Had Chemistry SPA practice test today.

Was stoning on HOW THE HELL TO DO?

Cause i didn't even revise a single thing the day before.

But then I managed to do it.

And I end up having super weird results for ∆temp.

And so I end up anyhow draw my graph.

And alot people do wrongly for starting.

Heng I smart smart and never act smart :D

But then skill 1 is GONE CASE already,

I BROKE THE FUCKING THERMOMETER,

And MrsBu even ask me how do i break the thermometer.

I myself don't even know HOW,

while I was cleaning it.

Not only that, there're also many casualties during this SPA.

So after this Practical today,

went to Leo's house for party.

Yeah, it's kinda called party.

I only enjoyed playing soccer in his X-Box.

And playing Halo is seriously feeling horrible,

it feels like when I'm playing L4D in lan.

This concludes that I'll never be able to adapt to gun games.

Almost passed out when the game ends.

TAAHAA, shall enjoy myself till the chinese intensive comes.

Till then... TATAS :D

Trial Exam(s)

2010-04-29T22:07:00.004+08:00

Currently halfway through Trial Exams.
It's rather horrible, flunking a lot of subjects,
Especially today's paper,
Which is E.Maths P2 and Physics P2.
Other than that, I screwed up Biology P2 too.

I can admit that I did not study much,
as everything was super last minute.
The only thing that I can blame is me,
Me oh me oh me, for being so lazy.

On a lighter note, have been enjoying myself lately.
I just realized that I've been playing loads during exam period.
And I really feel much better when tackling exam papers.
And now i don't really feel so stressed up.

Honestly, playing more is at least better than stuffing yourself inside the book,
and read and read and read and not understanding anything.
Research has shown that people will register better when there's lil stress,
and Lil stress can be achieved through playing.
I'm so into this now. :D

And one heavy thing.
I may be dropping pure sciences due to chemistry.
Will work hard for it, and I will drop if I fail.
HATES chemistry to the max ... NOT !
*Must be positive*

HAH, just done my geog revision.
Hope it can help me on my combine humanities,
cause SS is kinda horrible, wrote rubbish for SBQ.
I LOVE GEOG <3

Off to rest, and read through the last time before bed.
And lastly, to whoever is having CL LC tmr,

DIG YOUR EARS PEOPLE :D

Rain rain shoo shoo !

2010-04-15T17:38:00.003+08:00

A view from outside my window just minutes ago.

It's so blur till it's totally impossible for me to see the outside.
Well well well. I landed myself into a almost-cannot-go-home situation.
Chiong through the rain, and TA, manage to reach home not long ago.

School was fine. Very insanically high for no reason.
Cause we really have insane people that bring the class
Laughter peace and Joy.
Really enjoying school now, thanks to those crazy people.
Videos anyone? HAHA !

Meanwhile, Trial Exams are coming.
And it sucks as I think that I don't have enough time to study.
Not gonna blame myself for it.
As I'm gonna be wasting more time moaning about it.

HEEE, off to do homework.
And then study A.Maths for test tmr.

Maxima and Minima,
Derivative of Trigo and Log function
Here I come :D
Will you love me?

2010-04-05T23:07:00.002+08:00

I love this. Especially the Hotel 81 part.

Did this quite some time ago,

with table partners, awesome.

And the satay part was ._.

Almost drew pork . Like whattheshit.

Trial exam is coming.

Kinda accomplished cause I'm starting to study.

Let's hope this pace goes on till Trial exam is over.

I will not care for O-Levels as I needa rest in June holidays.

One of the most insane thing I've encounter today,

Was the remediation for Graduating classes.

It's super crazy that we've to stay in school till 5pm for tues to thurs.

And till 3pm for Friday.

The heck, it's like working time luh.

But we don't have pay ._.

And I heard that this is going on for the whole year.

Inhuman sia, these people.

Homeworks are rolling in,

till I'm super packed with school now.

GOOD, cause I can suffocate myself.

And I'm starting to love some subject now.

HEEHEE !

Run Devil Run Entry 2.

2010-03-28T23:07:00.003+08:00

I just can't stop listening Run Devil Run.

HAH, the reason I say so is due to their live concert.

I took 2 days to memorise who sing which line.

And miracle-ly, this song make me pass my 2.4 run.

Not only that, I love the devil-ness of 'em,

Especially Yoona, Sunny, Hyoyeon.

Sunny,Hyoyeon&SooYoung's rap is awesome.

Repackaged album is out.

Echo was cute. ;D

Star Star Star R&B version was nice also,

but I still prefer the original version.

Craziness of the stars, that's what is is about.

Speaking of stars, I see many stars yesterday.

I mean on the sky of cause, not above my head.

I end up spending my Earth Night gazing at the sky for stars.

Never the hell did I expect that the Sky is so pretty.

Just for some reason i feel like sleeping on the clouds. :O

But I guess it's impossible.

Not only with SNSD, I'm really into other groups.

Tara, Kara, Beast etc etc.

Caught most of them in music bank.

Shock by Beast is amazing.

After School's Let's do it is really neat:

It really feels like in Parade band.

In the end it's just 7 girls with great stunts.

Hope to catch this soon.

Well... this week is really a bad week for me.

Woke up late for school from Tuesday all the way till Friday.

But luckily, I wasn't late in any of those days.

Maybe it's the first week of school, so it can't be blamed.

Lessons were boring, spent most of my time talking

despite the fact that I sits in front.

HEHE, really have amazing table partners.

But I hope I will not be distracted.

Time will tell everything for me.

And it really sucks sitting right under the teacher's nose.

What if they spit their nose shit out?

And some even spitted saliva ._. WTF man !

HEE, I'm so gonna work hard for Trial Exam

after slacking for so long.

Get good grades and enjoy June Holidays.

But before that, I'm gonna have my Chinese O's.

Which I'm gonna plan for things after that. HAH.

I seriously gonna fall asleep doing 2 weeks of chinese. LOL.

I'm not sure if this gonna happen, but this is what I've heard.

There's test next week. Oh no ;O

Physics & E.Maths.

Lagi worse, both on the same day. WTH !

Hope I can score better than what is fucking in my result slip.

I don't want 'em to appear again.

People, jio me out to study.

I just can't study at home,

cause I sure end up on the computer,

or stalking people question or being kena stalked.

I just wanna get out and study.

Run Devil Run !

2010-03-21T22:08:00.002+08:00

Run Devil Run !

The full album of repackaging is coming out tmr.

Inside are all familiar except for one, Echo.

Shall check it out tmr.

HAH, I can't say this song is not catchy,

but I feel more evil now, cause the lyrics say so.

Looking forward to watch this in MB,

I'm a lil sick of "Oh !" already.

HOHO, It's so irritating that Holidays are ending soon.

And then tmr will be HELL time,

There's A.Maths, FUCK IT.

And I bet money that she's gonna rush for our homework again.

FML man. With this kind of teacher.

This holiday can be quite okay.

Had 4E1 "Class Outing" @ Pasir Ris.

I put a inverted coma as only a quarter of the class turned up.

FAIL. And it's EPIC FAIL.

But the details are quite okay,

Picnic under the shelter while raining.

Bike with race. And with casualty somemore.

Quite a good day then.

As of today.

Suppose to be P6 Class gathering.

And there's no girls turning up,

really wonder what the hell they're up to.

So end up playing pool.

The pool match damn nice, and also the price.

Turning in.... LATER !

Ended

2010-03-13T17:04:00.002+08:00

Ecruteak City.

Yeap. HGSS is realised in English.
I'm gonna pick Totodile.
Got good and bad. High attack, low defense ._.
Which means confusion will be HELL LOAD of damage if kena.
Haven't thought on my team yet.
But will be touching HG instead of SS.

Superteens was quite okay.
Went crazy over RDD, Supergirl, Sorry Sorry, and Gee.
LOL, especially RDD, I made a dance using a pen.
And the whole atmosphere was quite High.
It rocks, but I don't really feel the impact.

Term 1 has ended.
And also many things happened.
Mostly bad, can't really say that it is good.
It's only Term one and i'm super stressed up.
How to carry on? !!

Anyway, almost fainted when I got my result slip 2 days ago,
Can't believe I'm failing english again
Really gotta do something with it already.
Was quite happy with Sciences, except Physics, with a pathetic B3.
The stupid surprise test PULL my damn marks DOWN DOWN DOWN !

Chemistry, though it's a C5, I'm already contented.
Biology with an A1 really rocks, but...
HOW'S MY TEST ?!
HEHE, got 10/23 for second half of the class.
NICE ONE MAN, Perfect 10.

It's holidays, and i have some things to do for myself.
Especially on the experiment on "The Power of Hunger".
Adapt this from manga while I was reading.
"The weapon that I use, is HUNGER"
In the end, quite screwed cause it's just overloading stomach.
But still, I believe in Power of Hunger and decided to give it a try,
And I shall see how power is the power.

Stay tune for the experiment. !

Obsessed

2010-03-07T00:28:00.002+08:00

ZE:A VS BEAST

SNSD VS After School (I think :x)

Really have some passion with dancing now,
after seeing all these dance battle.
Feel like taking it as a hobby,
But needa wait till the right time man.

Caught ZE:A VS BEAST on MB on recent monday,
I must it was quite hot,
quite like their style and fashion and passion.
And more and more and oh-more.

SNSD's dance battle was quite hot too.
LOL, like why Yoona wanna cover her face at the beginning.
Power Sooyoung, and even powerful Hyoyeon, and lastly,
the mature Seohyun. HEHEHE,
didn't catch After School's one, lazy to find it.
Maybe next time.

Well, entertainment aside.

Really had a busy week since Monday.

Oral was smooth on Tuesday.

Physics SPA was smooth to the max on Wednesday.

Felt saved thanks to Mr. Chong. LOL !

Ball after school was tiring on thursday, due to hot weather !!

Had Eileen's birthday celebration on Friday, quite smooth :/

These hectic week has came to an end.

And up next, superteens,

Shall try to look forward to it, as I paid for it.

Hope it's fun, and hope it really kill my laziness ;D

Till after superteens, cyas people :D

Over the Moon

2010-02-26T23:10:00.003+08:00

Saiko Everyday.

Well, I'm definitely over the moon,
as today is Friday, which mean weekends are coming.
This weekend is kinda special, cause I'm packed.
It's like the most packed weekend out of my Sec 4 life.
Never ever went out on a Sunday but I'm going to.

So well...
Sat- Project Work + Visiting at my house.
Sun- Project Work
HAH, God bless me.

Anyway, had E.Maths and Chemistry test today.
Both are really a killer, to me and to the teachers.
To me is cause anyhow bomb some answer.
To the teachers is that I wrote like an ant.
And I really feel that writing small really saves alot of paper.
Hope it helps :D

Taking my Geog retest on Monday.
Prelim Chinese Oral on Tuesday.
Physics SPA (1) on Wednesday.
A.Maths test on Thursday(Or Friday).
And the week after there's superteens.
I feel so busy all of a sudden.

HAH, CNY is ending soon.
Had quite a number of AngPao.
Managed to catch up with many people.
Had a great time with 'em.
HAH, hope we'll not only see each other only once per year.
(Or even once every few years). LOL !

I love my current classroom,
although at the third floor.
Love the fan,
Love the wind,
Love to come in class super late,
Hate the screen,
Hate the climbing up of stairs,
Hate the teachers too. LOL !

Caught Music Bank on monday.
Was really great. Got to know even more Artist.
Some were HOT, some were adequate.
Grats SNSD won "Oh" again,
with special subtitles. HA !
Wonder what's in Inki and MB again. :D

i won't know when will I be blogging again,
with such a super tight schedule.
Till then.... cyas.

Oh !

2010-02-23T22:58:00.001+08:00

Once bitten, twice fucking shy. I'll not fall on your fucking trap again.

Reviving !

2010-02-15T23:41:00.002+08:00

Shoko Nakagawa (:

I'm going gaga about Japanese artists this few days.
Firstly cause they're gorgeously beautiful.
Now I finally see the reason that J-Pop is so famous last time.
But now it's K-pop.
And I'm going gaga for both. HEHE !

Well, I've wasted my CNY lying on the damn bed,
not really on the first day, but a day before the eve.
Which then end up not going to school.
Heard that it's time wasting, and I want my $1.50 back ._.
If i know im gonna fall sick, then might as well don't pay.
But thank god that I'm 80% okay now (:

AH, ytd, CNY and Valentines' day.

A very special day when we have our valentines' day with family.

LOLOL, but end up gambling all the time ._.

But then end up going to Joan's place as we're bored.

And, tmr is the last day of CNY holiday.

And then must go back school already ._.

NABEH, no hand in homework on Friday 0 marks.

LIKE HELLO! How can I predict that I'm gonna fall sick on that day.

_l_ off man, I'm not a Fortune teller.

Biology test on Thursday.

The Nervous System and The Eye.

God Bless me ._.

And even more coming, the HECK !

Laughs*

2010-02-07T20:18:00.003+08:00

To start off the post with some laughs.
Really downed over some things over the past few days.

Firstly,
Test(s) are just rolling in like nobody's business.
Had English and E.Maths on Friday.
Just hope to pass english, though I anyhow bomb some answers.
And E.Maths I bombed the explanation anyhow.
For √(∑x ÷ mean)
√(∑x ÷ mean) ≠ SD formula.
TIAN AH !

Secondly,
I screwed up Biology SPA Assessment (1) BADLY.
My graph, My chalk, My celery, My explanation, My Source Of Error.
ALL WRONG !

Graph, Draw curve instead of straight line.
My Chalk, never follow instruction, then never ask 'cher to check before cutting.
Celery, cut slanted like siao, water sure flow daoooo lor.
Explanation, Anyhow bomb one.
Source Of Error, also anyhow bomb one.

MY GOD,
Call this a "O" Level production from a triple science student,
how lovely will this get?

Thirdly,
I'm still not prepared for Chemistry SPA.
My titration skill is NOT steady especially when reaching end-point.
Cause I dropped too much drop instead of drop by drop.

And as of calculation,
Anyhow bomb formula on Friday.
WRONG WRONG WRONG, and even WRONG !

Lastly,
Why do you always love to call people to shutup?
If you wish so, your world will be a lil too quiet man.
So what if I'm noisy?
You can just keep your fucking opinions to yourself man.

Hm.... CNY is in a week time,
WEEEEEE excited,
And not to forget,
It's FATTENING. Gosh ._.

"Oh!" It's finally February.

2010-01-31T00:15:00.002+08:00

"오,오,오,오,오."

The Album is just released quite recently.
Didn't really listen to the rest of the soundtracks,
As I was just way too busy.
Let me just talk about this thing.

The comeback stage was today.
The girls really did a great job.

Within half year of difference of releasing their album,

They Improved I must say.

Not only that,

I believe Live performance will definitely be better ;D

Hope to see more if it.

BLAH, main point of it.

Sometimes, i just really feel like dropping pure sciences.

But sometimes I dont.

I wonder why I don't have the damn push of studying this year.

Maybe last year I can handle things quite well.

And not this year?

How great can it be.

Time really flies man.

A month is passing soon.

And when February comes,

which mean CNY is coming.

YAY man. Money $_$

And also, let's get fattening man.

And I'm really afraid of 3&10 Feb.

"O" level Biology SPA and Chemistry SPA respectively.

MY GOSH. I'm already listening enough of "오" already.

And now "Oh" level pop out.

Plants on Bio, hated it to the max.

And of cause, BADLY thought last year.

Self study some more -.-

And Stoichiometry on Chemistry.

Have been staying back in school to do Titration Practical.

And until now, I still dk how to differentiate what to use for Pipette.

Not that 'cher is bad, it's Idk totally.

How am I suppose to go to SPA practical like this.

And Physics is coming after new year,

MY GOSH. The first practical was BORING.

It's dry to the max.

And I hate sitting at the computer table.

Blame it on my register number ;O

Meeting up friends I met in S.E.O.U.L. trip soon.

Real excited to it.

Just that, I don't really dare to call their names.

Cause it's damn awkward to the max ._.

And they're like all older than me ._.

Long post here I know.

Cause alot of ranting I know.

Hwaiting people ;D

Rantings

2010-01-25T20:58:00.003+08:00

Just to rant on that some selfish person :

Do you know what does respect means?

YES, you respect on the external,

but NOT on the internal.

Please man,

You're already old enough,

and you don't need me to teach you what is respect,

No, let me phrase it,

BASIC respect.

And also some basic courtesy to others.

From the way you tap people with that irritating sound,

you think we feel shiok like you?

Oh PUH LEASE man.

When I've lose my self one day,

the first one I will chase after will be you.

Man, tests are coming up.
All 3 sciences tmr.
And I've not even studied a single thing.

Sian !

2010-01-21T22:24:00.004+08:00

An educational game. HEHEHE.

Just for some laughter, fun and joy.
An Educational game I must say.
If it really helps in my O's I want to play
And I love it ;D

Seriously Sec 4 life is super suffocating to the max.

Homeworks are just stacking up to the sky,

And I'm not in a mood to completing it.

I'm just lazy.

Have been taking naps in the evening instead of after school.

Ah... Really feel like a pig.

Sleep sleep sleep. ;D

Test test test here and there.

They siao one or what.

Might as well have CA test can already.

Physics, Chemistry, E.Maths on the same day -.-

A.Maths will be somewhen over the rainbow.

EPIC FAIL ;D

Mountain of homeworks !

2010-01-15T22:36:00.004+08:00

Mountains, the height of it, is the amount of homeworks given each day.

I'm too tired to blog.
And that applies every single day when I'm back from school.
I took a short nap.
But end up,
sleeping from day to night, night to morning.

First week of lesson,

Second week of school.

Tuesday was a fucking killer.

Lessons were funny,

Especially during :

English, Physics and Biology.

'Chers crack joke till soo funny.

Now I'm living in a sea of laughter.

How great is that?

But that's only for a year,

sounds sad.

:D

2010-01-11T23:51:00.002+08:00

힘내 !

NP Open House on Sat. Took shortcut there and Longcut home.

Kelvin's place on sun morning, lan on afternoon.
Had this Nostalgic feeling when playing L4D2.
And not Audition.
Then back to Kelvin's place for dinner.
Crapped with cousin 'bout flexibility for no reason.
LOL.

Monday is the best.
Woke up at 8.
Brush up and use com. LOL.
School was boring except PE.
Mr. Fernendez wasn't as bad as i thought.
Though tiring.

Tmr tuesday.
Triple science.
Fuck, Apple chong sia.
Shall give him a chance.

Saiko Everyday !

2010-01-08T23:13:00.002+08:00

Saiko everyday by Fumie Akiyoshi.

New pokemon opening. Waiting for the full version to come out. It just came yesterday.

Anyway, screw the damn Diagnostic Test today.

12 mark flew away cause I leave 'em blank.

Catch no balls on what the damn question is talking.

For the first time, trigo is so difficult.

Aw... it's over now.

English is nowhere better, used wrong tense by accident.

J8 for movie and celebration for Anna's birthday.

LOL, Jenson really did a great job on smashing.

No pictures, how dull.

HATE-NESS

2010-01-06T20:44:00.002+08:00

100 hates of mine:

1. I hate the current back condition of mine.

2. I hate the principal I have in my school.

3. I hate all the spamming of temptation in facebook.

4. I hate all the contradictory of those fuckers.

5. I hate to be unable to try out songs due to the faulty printer.

6. I hate the fact that my Physics 'cher is Apple Chong.

7. I hate it when my laptop go heywire.

8. I hate it when I don't catch any balls regarding studies.

9. I hate it when I missed out an SNSD live concert in Korea.

10. I hate the fact that they are still polluting those rubbish songs.

11. I hate the fact that I am lazy.

12. I hate those stuff really happened last year.

13. I hate the fact I was all by myself since young.

14. I hate the fact that all good things must come to an End.

15. I hate to scold vulgarities at someone, but I have to.

16. I hate School Re-opens which always let me feel broke.

17. I hate seeing temptation that people can tuck out their school uniform.

18. I hate the fact that my SNSD star collection is UNDONE.

19. I hate the fact that I'm having super red eye.

20. I hate the fact that I am short.

21. I hate it when my room is in a mess and never cleans up.

22. I hate it when everything is planned last minute.

23. I hate the fact that I'm FAT like an Elephant.

24. I hate the fact people walk so slow in front of me.

25. I hate that BIG FAT SNORLEX .

26. I hate it when everything is disapproved.

27. I hate it when people loves to hack.

28. I hate it whenever i drink milk.

29. I hate to be out of appetite.

30. I hate O Levels.

31. I hate memorizing so many stuff.

32. I hate spending so much money on something which is a white elephant.

33. I hate it when my PSP/HP has no battery.

34. I hate it when I can't have my things expected.

35. I hate it whenever I met a selfish person.

36. I hate the fucked up feeling of studying.

37. I hate to be sick (Who doesn't?)

38. I hate seeing mountains of homework undone.

39. I hate it when there's wind with the sun.

40. I hate it when I cannot think of Airpork laws.

41. I hate it when I have to write out the hate in my register number.

42. I hate it whenever my laptop is dirty.

43. I hate bugs to the fucking max.

44. I hate todou as it's damn lag.

45. I hate it when friends does not share common interest.

46. I hate it when there is facebook jam.

47. I hate it when there's rain before going to school.

48. I hate to stand during USSR.

49. I hate it when people fucking stalk me.

50. I hate it that my Kimchi is running out.

51. I hate it when my classroom is at the first floor.

52. I hate it when my blog is spamming craps.

53. I hate it when my correction tapes always run out during exam.

54. I hate stuffing water bottles inside my bag.

55. I hate the current insect season.

56. I hate it that I'm having a sneeze now.

57. I hate people burping without saying excuse me.

58. I hate it that my results flunk even if I study.

59. I hate exposing my real self to strangers.

60. I hate pink in some sense.

61. I hate it when my colour socks are missing.

62. I hate that incident with that JK.

63. I hate it when I'm pangseh my people.

64. I hate that BITCH to the max.

65. I hate it when I'm drifting of to LALA-land at the wrong time.

66. I hate to miss something when I'm looking forward to it.

67. I hate to rot at home and have staring competition with com.

68. I hate it when Airport is kicking emoticon.

69. I hate that tuition 'cher who canes people.

70. I hate to commit offence but you force me to.

71. I hate it when I've no punching bag when I need.

72. I hate to resist anger and temptation.

73. I hate people who are rude to me when I'm NOT !

74. I hate naggings from whoever.

75. I hate real geeks.

76. I hate the gay voice of Ash in English Pokemon.

77. I hate not watching HD in YT when there is one.

78. I hate those torturing characters of Chinese.

79. I hate it when I have to go to Dictionary to look for Alien words.

80. I hate to keep all question in my heart for long.

81. I hate to have nightmares.

82. I hate it when I get lost in Singapore itself.

83. I hate to say this, but I miss Korea.

84. I hate it when people are stingy.

85. I hate those CCTV in the classrooms.

86. I hate that super kaypo person.

87. I hate to see my friends breaking down.

88. I hate it when people flame my idols.

89. I hate it when I have to go school and listen to principal crap !@#$%^&

90. I hate it when people disiao me in some way.

91. I hate it when I've to be separated from socialized people.

92. I hate it when people push the responsibility to one people only.

93. I hate those people who don't THINK before they talk.

94. I hate people who call me hum when they are one.

95. I hate my life to be like a rollar-coaster.

96. I hate it when my pen got cocked up.

97. I hate it when people leave their name an anonymous.

98. I hate it when I have insomnia every night.

99. I hate to fall asleep in buses.

100. Lastly, I hate this earth which can break anytime.

I'm done. It's not a quiz, I wrote it all with my Heart and Soul. BLAH BLAH ~

'Fashion

2010-01-05T20:09:00.004+08:00

For some reason lately, I've give passion to singing. Have been trying to sing some songs by Lip-syncing it as I've lose my voice recently. But it sure is great to HIT those high stuff if you have the heart to :D

School started for like 2 days and I am taking leave tmr. How sweet is this. The long awaited checkup is coming tmr. Good luck to me. Just hope the doctors will not use mad strategy to make my back straightened. HAHAHA !

On a side note, first day of school was BORING to the max and second day was real okay. Wasn't doing the required things as i spent most of my time talking. It's really great to see those crappers again. Though it's bullshiiting, but it's real great to see 'em back again.

Changed form teacher too. Mr. Angggggg :D

Co-Form teacher: Mrs Teo -.-'''

Changed Physics and Chem 'cher.

Now I kena Apple chong for Physics, good game already ._.

As of chem, Mrs Bu is coming on Feb till June -.-

Instead of changing 'chers, I've changed to even worse one. WHATEVER ! ~

Suppose to meet ALL my subject teachers tmr, but since I'm taking leave, just save it aside. BLAH BLAH, I'm bullshiiting.

I feel so lazy all of a sudden. Have been taking afternoon naps lately. But oh-well, what else can I do at home? ._. Mountains of homework still undone and we have to hand 'em up tmr already ._. SUAN LE ~

HS Prison

2010-01-03T22:25:00.002+08:00

School reopens tmr. Aren't excited at all. I really want my 1 week of holiday back ._.

Homework not touched, Bag not packed, Pencil Box not organized, School uniform not ready, stationary all over the room, Book not taken out. With this condition, how the hell do you think I'm ready for school ?

Bought alot of food just now and am ready to have a eating spree in class. They're just increase in sugar concentration in my body, not fats. zzz

Anyway peeepos, see you in school tmr. If for other school people, hope to see you on the streets :D

Happy New Year!

2010-01-01T19:10:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! Any of your SMS's gone case? Cause mine did ._.

Anyway, yesterday, aka 31/12/2009,

Woke up as early as 11am. I don't know why but I slept early the night before for no damn reason. Was shocked to see that my house is changing blinds for all my rooms. So I went to some other places and use com. All the drilling is seriously very very very noise to the max. But now, I am satisfied with my blinds, rather than a cartoon and opaque blinds.

Left home in the afternoon without lunch to zq's place. Bought many things and all their stuff that they left me to run when I'm having my hiatus. All of 'em seriously have gone mad with it. And somehow, I got irritated by that crazy look of theirs ._.

Games planned by zq was fun. And Anna sucks by having gazillion of difficult words for us to guess. GoSuckBallx. Anyway, we play mastermind next. And out of 10 times, I kena-ed 1 time. And the forfeit was seriously FUNNEH to the max. Shall not upload those photos as it's very embarrassing and they're not with me too. Some were lucky to escape from the forfeit. GO&DIE.

Time passes 6pm and then over to my house for overnight. But before that went for dinner and bought my comic. In a process of reading and I LOVE it to the max. And seriously ah, the popular queue is very @.@ Freaking long. But then after that, NTUC, then bus to my house.

Slacked at my house till about 11:30pm and then we went to playground and irritate some kids. LOL. Wanted free light stick, in the end, it was on other's expenses. BULLSHIT ! Was on a pool for some time, almost got a cold.

Countdown was no feeling ._.

1/1/2010

HAPPY NEW YEAR !

LALALA, stayed at the playground till 12:30am. And then went up to watch movie. No games were allowed as it's way too quiet ._. Was half asleep and I suggested to have supper at 1am. MEEGORENG and Kimchi. Woah, nice appetizer. Supper then movie till 4am. And then we seriously have trouble figuring who to sleep on the floor and bed. In the end, me and zq was on bed and the rest was on floor.

Woke up at 7+, intended to buy breakfast for 'em, but then idk what to buy. So then I'll go wash up and basically everything. Everybody starts to wake up at around 9+, and we were all using the computers while the sisters are sleeping so soundly. And we seriously have trouble waking 'em up despite kicking and pulling and what-so-ever-you-can-think-of ._.

Well.. I forgot what happened next, cause was spending most of the time rotting. And then MAHJONG ._. Left around 4+ and bought my lunch home. Almost had trouble cleaning my house especially my room.

Last again. Happy New Year.

School is opening soon.

FUCK it.

Changed

2009-12-30T23:32:00.002+08:00

Changed my skin. Do give an applause as I am NOT those who often change one. TAHAA.

Start to miss times in Korea. So I'll put up S.E.O.U.L song to miss it even more.

21/12- Airport -> Plane to Seoul

22/12- Happy Dong Zhi.

Seoul -> Plane to JeJu -> See thing, shopping ->BLAHBLAH

23/12- Climb Mountain, JeJu so beautiful to the max-> BLAHBLAH.

24/12- Plane back to SEOUL -> Lotte World

25/12- Merry Christmas :D

- Everland -> 3 hours on car to HotSpring -> Hot spring at night -> Snowed when dinner.

26/12 - Went to Ski on that day. Went quite well, I'm a fast learner. HAHAHA, went high up with people though :D

27/12 - 3 Hours back to SEOUL. Snowed the WHOLE damn day. Was playing snow wars most of the time.

28/12 - I forgot about that day. But was playing Snow Wars again till I almost got a cold. WOOO~

Well... I'll just blog it in words as I've forgot most of the stuff happened over there. Made alot of friends also. They're just great and awesome. OHMYGOSH. It went very well as almost all of 'em are about teenagers.

We were like in ourself for the first few days but were getting more and more together while playing the snow wars. During that time, I really wish that time will freeze like the water pouring down from the sky. Really... If you want me to post how great it is, do ask me to share with it in MOUTH. Cause there's too much for me to say.

On a side note, tmr is the 31st Dec. I really wish this week could be long long long and O-Long. I've not finished my homework(s) and there's still tons of 'em left undone and untouched. BLAH BLAH BLAH.

update&everything.

2009-12-29T23:52:00.003+08:00

I'm back from Korea about 24 hours ago.

My GOD, it's just awesome, regardless of whatever!

But before I blog about it, let me change this stinking, old,

and whatever-you-can-describe-it blogskin.

It's been a year FYI ._.

Hiatus

2009-12-21T19:40:00.001+08:00

On Hiatus till 28.

HAHAHA, don't miss me.

Rushing now.

No time le ._.

7am post.

2009-12-16T07:01:00.005+08:00

Hello, it's 7am now and i'm not asleep.

Have not been doing anything relating life though.

But I'm gonna have a feeling that my house is gonna be toppled soon later.

Friends coming soon later.

Oh... I so love my phone background and screensaver.

Love it to the max <3

I still love my Galactic commanders even though they're in jail.

Hope they'll reappear in anime again :D

Love love love :)

Band is resuming on Friday.

And also maybe a day to get my books :D

Left only English though.

Have not started studying.

Not to mention I've not touched my homework.

AT ALL. For the past 7 weeks.

Aw... who cares?

GEEKS. Hahaha.

Referring to some FUCKERS from my class man.

Not looking forward to school reopen.

So many things undone.

And next year there's a lot of change in school.

All thanks to the fucker principal.

Oh fuck him to the max can?

Have been touching maple recently.

Aran lvl 61 and Cleric lvl 62.

Screenshot are all on com,

as I'm touching the laptop now.

My hair is getting longer.

Oh no ! But I don't feel like cutting it.

Feel like leaving it however long till school starts.

I wanna cover it from cold in Korea.

Speaking of Korea.

5 more days till it.

I'm soo soo looking forward man.

Hope to meet some artist.

*Dream on JC*

Last but not least people,

Konichiwa. :D

[Changing everything on my blog soon]

[Since another year is approaching]

AEM !

2009-12-13T00:05:00.003+08:00

I'm SOOOOOO dead for the past 1 week and finally I've the time to do some proper blogging. Well, let me blog about AEM. I tell you, the course is awesome. I've good lecturer, good stuff given like a free breakfast, and of cause, the practical is so awesome. Let me blog day by day of the practical.

Day 1
Went to school at 7:30am and then took bus to SP. Reached at 8:30 and then went for lecture. Then we were introduced to certain stuff and the things we are going to do for the course. HEEHEE. Was pretty excited as most of the things were not touched when we were in school. Had free breakfast and then toured around SP before lecture on drugs and chromatography.

Lunch. And we took like 20 mins to walk till FoodCourt 5 for fastfood. Had takeaway instead due to lack of space in the Foodcourt. And then was crapping around while having a meal. Had practical on metal toxicity. Was rather fun but the apparatus doesn't allow us to leave our fingerprint on it ._. Practical ended at 3+.

Day 2
Have to get to SP by ourself, so I left home at 7 as we've to reach there by 8:30am. Was early and i got lost somehow. ROFL. Lecture on some stuff which feels Biology as it is about Proteins and some DNA and RNA stuff. Loved the free breakfast :D

Lunch and this time we were not like any road idiots. HEEHEE. Practical on that day was about Electrophoresis. I can't really explains it but I'll shorten it. It basically means movement of particles from -ve to +ve and vice versa. Had to handle electrode and electrolysis took place. Was so cool but we didn't manage to handle a chemical which cost 700 over bucks. LOL. Ended at 3+ as usual.

Day 3

Reached SP at 8:30 on the dot. Lecture was more described as being a detector. And learned alot of things regarding the law and many many more. And on that day, I've learn how to murder people without leaving any evidence behind. So enemies, BEWARE. Jk ._.

Lunch again. Was rather special as I had Pizza Hut. And the kitchen was a lil cocked up, and then out food was served late. Anf then in the end we were late for practical and end up rushing to the lab. Did some experiments on examining the hormones. Androgens, Progesterone, and corticosteroids. We used the HPLC and waited for the retention time. And then in the end, the unknown contains the corticosteroids and other information. :D

Day 4

Course started at 10 ad i reached SP at about 9:30 and so I was so bored and took another stop of the MRT and reached back Dover. End up walking and reach the lecture room at 9:55am. Had lecture on Inorganic poisons, and was rather lost focus as I didn't sleep well the night before. And the story was interesting but my eyes are shutting down already ._.

Lunch and then had practical again. And it was on Titration, which I had done it in school. But the Burette was so special as I don't have to press the stopper very hard which hurts hand. But in fact, we turn the stopper to let the NaOH flowed, and I kinda overshot a lil though :/ Overall the practical was fun afterall.

Day 5

Was late as I woke up at 7:30 and then rushed through. Went to clean room first and the room is literally very clean as it doesn't contains any particles. Then had tutorial which want us to examine who is the murderer. Was rather fun but I shall not describe it in detail. After that have the test, which I crapped as I didn't study.Lunch for 2 hours. And then had presentation, which was kinda okay. And with that, we ended the course.

Really enjoyed this course. It's soooo fun and I rate it 4 out of 5 stars. i deducted the first half of the star as the course is too early for far place people like us ._. And the other half for the lecture being too long.

HEEHEE, some stupid pictures to share.

I shined something on the light on top. And the colour contains some anions.

The most contradicting box ever. A grilled chicken to be kept frozen? WTH !

Gonna take a good break on weekends, and then another busy week is coming. Band is resuming soon, and then Korea soon, and then. School is reopening, and I haven't even touched my homework yet ._.

D!

2009-12-04T00:05:00.003+08:00

This was afew days back.

Hello, time passes 12 am and another day is gone. Doesn't it feel sad whenever i say that another day is gone? Oh crap luh. Whenever there's another day gone, another day started :D

AEM till next thursday. Gee... it'll either be me not sleeping or sleeping for afew hours. Just hope I won't fall asleep during the course as I paid money for it.

I'm quite elated that my weight is progressing well. Definitely able to grow fat from today till next thursday as I won't be sleeping late for then. But pray hard that the food given will be fattening as I really need it now. If not... where's my weight gainer?

This week is quite busy for me as I'm like out for afew days straight and I'm really tired easily. Could be due to being stuck at home for 2 weeks let me be more lazy. I just wanna say oh-my-gosh, tired TTM man.

Off to my sleep. I'll blog AEM details when I'm back. Let me try to sleep now even though it's 12am.

Hell YA !

2009-12-01T04:07:00.004+08:00

Hello people out there !

Another month just bid farewell and the last month of this year arrived a few hours ago. This month could be one of the most hectic month ever as it's like December. And i just can't believe i feel super shiok by being stuck at home for 2 weeks in November. What a waste of my holidays.

What I enjoyed the most during the November is that I've been staying up late and waking up late, or maybe not sleeping for a night or two, which happened to me afew nights ago. But this results in me growing thin and now I'm at a need to grow fat. Food fest anyone? Just kidding ._. I don't wanna tio anything serious by eating too much food, especially junk food like fast food.

Sometimes i just really wish that one BIG fucking group will last long. And in the end it didn't, resulting breaking up. And know what? According from the phrase : History repeats itself. It did happened to me. Now I'm just back with 'em and idk how long will this last again.

Procrastinating about class outing again. Godness, we've been saying like since before school closes and it's been a month since we discussed. GOSHIEE ! Not to forget, suddenly procrastinate about planning alot of outings. How gee...

My 15th year old christmas this life bid farewell. How sad man. And ther'll not be anymore 15th year old christmas unless I go and commit suicide and resurrected to another life. Jkn. I'm not gonna be so stupid and do that.

Horrible, Terrible, Vegetable. Out the whole month of November, fell sick for afew times. What's worse is that I fainted while I was trying to get out of the house for outing. Really needa do something about it, but I just don't know what to do ._.

Speaking of so many things, now I really need to get the books out and start studying. I've not been having books as my accompaniment in November. I totally forgot the F. up feeling of studying already. Worse still, I have not even touched my holiday homework. But seriously.... will she even bother to mark mountains of homework or not? I seriously regretted doing those mountains of fucking homework, and in the end, it's not even marked. _l_ up man.

It's past 4am and I'm going out later at 11am. Gee.... I'm gonna turn of the com and have my morning sleep. Laptop is dying soon, so MORNING people :D

[A lil updates]

Tentative schedule for this month:

4,7,8,9,10 - AEM. GOSH, I hate waking up early.

18 - Band resumes. GOSH, pray hard it'll not be in the morning.

21 to 28 - On hiatus in Korea. Looking forward to it :D

Current Desires:

GROW FAT !

Books to be my accompaniment.

Clear up mountains of homework before Hiatus.

Start to stay up early for school. Gee.... I hate this man. But I've to do it.

And of cause... fun month.

Idk when will I be updating next.

Till then...

Issue 2: Basics of blogging.

2009-11-24T17:06:00.005+08:00

Woah... I'm so sorry that I've not been updating. Have been quite packed recently. Okay, let me get started with "Making use of holidays".

Currently now we are having our long and whatever-you-can-describe holidays. It's just really a time to enjoy and recharge our batteries. Yeah right, "Batteries" let me rephrase. Some things to share what people use their holidays is.

Firstly: Sleep at home
I'm not any exception. I love to sleep. Reason being that I always tire myself out during school times. It's like... waking up at 6 plus just to go to school and study. And sometimes studies tend to get super boring. The feeling is so super frustrating that we wake up early just to go and have out hell times. It real sucks right?

Some people choose to wake up early. Maybe they've something on or they choose to go to the nearest park to do some exercise. I'm not any exception, but it's just that I've not started exercising a single bit during the holidays. :x In fact, most of the times, I've been super lazy to go.

Secondly: Gaming
Quite common huh? A lil introduction about this. Have you seen people who have super hot temper after a long holidays? Have you ever seen someone crapping about games all along whenever or wherever you are going?

It's quite common huh? I do have such friends. Simply just because they've give their life to gaming and think that the outside world is nothing to 'em. Maybe their "Outside World" is those maps they encounter during their gaming experience, especially RPG games. Some people choose to make friends online, which is very common when one "eye" meets the other. I'm not any exception as I do that when I was Sec 1. Some even get phone numbers and even choose to meet up. Any other consequences, I don't know. Cause I've not being through it before.

About the hot temper part. I've seen people throwing tantrums whenever they lose/die/whatever-you-can-say in the game. Many will blame their parents for it as they are the one who will nag whenever you are gaming for many purposes. Okay, maybe just once I did that. But doing it too many times will results one being super hot tempered and will get agitated very easily whenever one is irritated. Vulgarities are throwing everywhere whenever it is. I've a friend who was on a vulgar spree just starting from this year. Game too much uh.

Cyber bullying is also another reason that people will choose to gaming. Many will find it fun to bully people in games. I still remember that there was this ks(kill steal) war when I was playing Maplestory. It wasn't fierce, but I think those who choose to start ks war are usually people who is a true coward and don't dare to settle in real.

Maybe they're enemy virtually, and even in real. Some will choose to settle the war in real, did a very good job as he/she prove him/herself that he/she is not a coward. While those who don't, they're either lazy, or just a coward who choose to hide behind the computer screen and do all the cursing and swearing.

Long reasoning though, but that's what it is about.

Thirdly: Studying
I find this a really stupid topic to do. But I'll have to do it.

Have you ever seen friends who are grounded just because their exam results are flunking like mad. Woah, I definitely don't wanna have a parents like this. They're just letting their child having their life in jail. Hm.... why don't we let the parents experience this instead of us. Everybody definitely wants their own freedom right?

As for another side of the coin, many choose to do some self-studying during the holidays. Okay, this is very common for Sec 3 students like me as O Level is coming like next year. A lil will do, but not too much. That's for me. But to those who really study like geeks, they're just no life people who just have their books as their best friends and hug 'em like their pillow and read read read. I'll definitely not study during the holidays as I don't want to spoil my brain off. And even brutal consequences is just that they will have "short circuit" in their brains.

To those who study during the holidays, think twice. Are you really so bored that you start having your books as your accompaniment?

Last but not least: Get catching up with friends
I'm saving this points for the last, as i think it can be the best for me to explain.

Getting out of the house and get catching up is gotta be the best thing to do ever in life. Some choose to go to work and meet up with new friends. Personally, I just wanna go work now. Yes, I'm short of cash, but I definitely am not short of friends. But it will be even better to make more of it. To me, friends are one who may give us a lil sense of security, and it sometimes can be a weapon that kills us.

I had the best time catching up with friends when I was in Sec 2. It's like I've been getting out of the house like 5 times a week. Definitely had a great time with some people. And also not to forget that person who lasted with me throughout the night crapping all along and maybe something else. To that person: I thank you very much. Though I don't see you very much now, I appreciate about then.

Words just cant help me explain how catching up with friends are meant to be. But it's way better than gaming when you will feel oh-so-lonely whenever you need anybody to speak to whenever you have any problems. Oh how gee...

So no matter what, spend your holidays doing various things is gotta be the best thing.

I ended with making full use of holidays. Next up : Making decision. Could be one of the most difficult thing to blog. But I'll try my best. Idk when will it be up, as I'm packed this week.

Till then....
Cheers :D

Issue 1

2009-11-18T20:31:00.003+08:00

Like what I've mention 2 days ago, I'm gonna blog about "basics of blogging". Not that I'm gonna TEACH you, but I'm just gonna debate about some stuff I've seen when people blog. Issues here are controversial, so flaming is strictly prohibited, if not I will have no choice but (___), you know the blanks.

I've been to various blogs(Like DUH, I'm a blogger), and saw many things. Let me just share with you those things I've seen on many blogs.

Firstly : Own life
Like duh, everybody blog about their own life right? But from what I've realized, many just blog about outings and having fun among their own people, etc etc. Some people who upload their photo on their own blog. Various reason from what I've observed:
1. To not let the blog look dull.
Okay, personally I agree with it. If it's just words, many would treat blogs like sleeping pills and fall asleep.

2. To show ~~off~~ how much friends they have.
This could be one of the most common thing I've seen. People most likely cam-wored with friends and upload 'em on blogs. And many would upload photos with big groups, as in ~10 or more people.

Not that I'm Jealous with their friendship. Honestly, I'm half jealous but I'm half NOT. Well... for those people who are jealous very easily, they would tend to look at other's friendship and compare to themselves WHY THE HELL they don't have (much) friends in life.

One Word : Temptation.
Those oh-so-poor loners will just look through people's life and then wants to try to make friends with one of the people in their "Group". But honestly, HELL-NO. You just can't make friends just by telling 'em "I want to be your group, is it okay?" If I were to be so unlucky to bump into this kind of person, I would just tell that person to back off. There's various strategy to do so, but I guess I will just do it in another post.

I'm done with the first reasoning.
My second reasoning will be:
Debating
AHHA, that's what I'm doing now. Basically I do this is just to share the world those issues that we've met in life. That's what blogs are for right? I'm still in a midst of finding interesting issues in blog or in any other website. But just somehow, I love to debate.

In this way, I honestly think that it can help in out lifes, and also composition. Okay, I'm a lil too into studies now even though now is holidays.

Thirdly : Music spree
Tittle basically tells everything. Many would put music so as not to let the blog be so boring. Furthermore, nobody can survive without music in life right? Music basically come from various websites, like minimizing the size of screen in youtube, mixpod, etc etc.

But what I really got irritated is that when I pass by one blog, and theres music, it'll shut every single music that I'm listening to up. Shutting one own's music up basically is like "Forcing" Oneself to be into their music world.

Like HELLO, everybody basically has their own world. Correction, I mean own different world. Especially when the music really hurts oneself ears' like nobody's business, and you can enjoy it. How gee...

Moral of the story, blog properly, I can't teach you that, so you can use your 6th sense. If you don't get what I mean, it is Common Sense.

I'm done with "Basics Of Blogging". I think this tittle isn't suitable, but I just can't think of anything else. Second issue : Making use of your holiday. Will be up at least on Friday, and maybe latest on Sunday.

Cheers :D

STM !

2009-11-16T17:25:00.004+08:00

Oh gosh, I've been abandoning this site for like super long. It's time to do a proper blogging since I've some time for now.

Well... another week of holidays is gone. Time really flies man. Well... for last week. I spent my week mostly on computers as I've no motivation to get out of the house. Sounds weird, but that's me !

As for Tuesday, I headed to East Coast with bandmates, finally being able to catch up with 'em, but still afew more to go. What's so hilarious is that from bus stop to the park we split up into 2 groups, but still managed to meet up. Had a double bike with Junior, and my ass really hurts. Then had another double bike ride with Loo.

Just 'cause my ass hurts, I rested at home on Wednesday and Thursday. And it's slightly better now.

Had A.Maths lesson on Friday. Was late by 40 minutes as I woke up when the lesson started. Well, that's just the consequences of sleeping late on the day itself. So, I didn't paid attention during lesson, as I wasn't in the study mood.

Intended to play ball after lesson, but there's drizzling, so we waited till it stopped. Went to court, still drizzling. So we played on a wet ground. Played afew matches. And everybody seems to be so contradicting. How gee...

Had cramps all of a sudden again ._., so rested again during the weekends.

Let's see how the third week goes. Hated the fact that there's only 49 days of holidays left. BORING !

Okay, I seriously gonna make this blog a debate, discussing some (interesting) topics. So first up : Basics of blogging. Coming up on Wednesday. Stay tuned :D

D !

2009-11-11T00:23:00.003+08:00

ダイジョウブって.
Everything is all right now, except for a few more.

Going to East Coast is seriously a pain in my ass literally.

W !

2009-11-08T20:09:00.004+08:00

1 week of holiday is gone.

Sometimes I really wonder how did I managed to survive at home rotting the whole day. But I just feel good rotting somehow.

Anyway, Monday is a hectic day as I'm like busy for like more than half a day. Went Ball @ Juan's house, then had lunch @ his house. Then headed to my house for playing. Swam, and mahjong. Then had BBQ hosted by sis's class, was crapping most of the time, and played something real stupid.

Had a back check on Wednesday, it turned out all right, but I'm gonna have a second check, which really sucks. Let time tell everything yea? :D

As of thursday, had 3 FREAKING HOURS of A.Maths lesson. Wasn't very focus as the weather is very good for me to fall asleep. In the end, was talking most of the time, and Teo got Pist off. And after the lesson, we took 45 mins to go form school to Point for a shelter.

Had a long and great day at W cube on Friday, except that my hair is totally filled with Chlorine, and it gives me a hard time to remove it. And something real funny really happened. Home-ed at around 9+, realizing that yingzhi's staying overnight at my place. LOL.

This week can be rather hectic for me huh... Just hate it that neighbours choose this time to have construction and it caused me to wake up super early to shut 'em up.

Below are just rantings, ignore it, unless you're interested to read it :

There was one night, which I kinda forgot when was it,
Cried till damn cham, it's like the first time in my life.
Thinking about the past really hurts me,
especially that matter, it isn't easy to treat it with practical detachment,
but I tried to.

While I was blog hopping on that day, ~~which is already a idk-you person~~
Read that post, and I was crying my heart out.
It really let me think on those past stuff which I've done for ~~you~~ them.

Not saying that I'm foolish, it's just quite ironic.
I've done so much and then I just abandon everything.
Idk if this is done by mistake, or it's just what I want.

Cause of that, the past hurts.
And I've not serve any importance in any people.
But just, if we can be friends back,
I'll be more happy to.

Haiz... now it just freaks me out..
The past, those actions, basically everything.
It's hard to treat it with practical detachment.

E !

2009-11-01T15:02:00.003+08:00

School ended 2 days ago, did not turn out right as I had a tiff with some of my friends ._. And cause of that, school turns out super boring on that day. And so, went back home straight after "playing catching" after school.

Parent meet yesterday was rather okay. Kena Ang instead of Teo. And my mum is always saying that Ang is like a student 'cause he wears the class tee. And it's like so gay can? Not really luh actually. Anyway, he crapped a lil about studies, telling me to study hard for combine Humanities. Like how the hell would I study such a bible-lish subject. And there was one part he talked about band, it goes like this :

"And so he's in band, it's like stepping down already."

Meaning? Idk ._.

Time has passed so fast that I'm going to Sec 4 next year.
And I totally forgot about it.
This year just passes so fast,
that it is the hardest for me to go through.
Reguardless of studies, friendship, ~~band~~ etc.

Saving the best for the last.

L !

2009-10-28T21:12:00.004+08:00

Hello suckas, school have been utterly boring today. But not for last Friday and yesterday, while we get to do some cement work. It was gross to the max especially the cleaning part on tuesday. Took 2 periods just to clean up, and the toilet is filled with (something gross). Didn't snap a picture of it as my hands are way too filthy.

As for today. We've deliberately rotted in the classroom for like 3 periods. Somehow, I'm really glad to destroy someone's smile to a frown. And FUCK the holiday homework she gave luh. ChiDaBian luh. And holidays lesson were set on the second week of the November holidays. This saves me from rotting at home already :D

In a dilemma of going to school tmr.

R

2009-10-22T20:11:00.005+08:00

Domo people.
Got back ALL of my results. Some were good and some were horrendous .____.
Subject by subject as usual ,___.

Got back E.Maths first.
P1 - 45/50
P2 - 45/50
Total - 90/100 A1

Then Physics .____.
MCQ - 22/30
Section A - 31/40
Section B - 26/30
Total - 79/100 A1

Combine Humanities
SS - 22/50
Geography - 19/50
Total - 41/100 E8

And the most fuck one, CHEMISTRY .___________________.
MCQ - 21/30
Section B - 22/40
Section C - 7/30
Total - 50/100 C6

Biology
MCQ - 21/30
Section B - 23/40
Section C - 11/30
Total - 55/100 C5 (may be deducting 2 marks .______________.)

English
P1 - 31/60
P2 - 27/50
Total - 58/110 C6

A.Maths
57/80 A2 .___________________________.

Chinese
P1 - 39/70
P2 - 18/70 .____________________________________.
Total - 57/140 E8

I really laughed when I got back the Section C of my Chemistry and Biology, especially chemistry. Instead of comparing who's the highest, we're like comparing who's the lowest. Chemistry is damn funny can? Like for the first time I got such marks for my Section C. And the calculation end up counting idk-what-am-i-counting, and the titration part seriously have big phrasing problems. End up getting zero marks. And Biology I got zero for one whole question [=

Still yet to know my overall. So for this SA2, 3A's, 3C's and 2E's. But still:
I'm Promoted (:
4E1'1o, here I come.

On a side note, school is super boring for the past 2 days. Don't feel like going to school tmr :x

BIA

2009-10-17T15:38:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEEPS. I'm back from my Hiatus.
Thanks to the goddamnit exams.
I shall blog subject by subject ._.

English:
Paper 1 was so-so, crapped Primary School stuff.
Paper 2 was rather tough somehow ._.

Chinese:
Paper 1 was tough for the first time.
Paper 2 was easy, finished it in an hour time :D

E.Maths:
Paper 1 was fine, screwed afew marks.
Paper 2 was easier than Paper 1.

A.Maths
Left 3 marks blank,
and crapped 10 marks.

Humanities:
SS - Can't finish on time.
Geography was crap.

Physics:
Miracle happens, paper is do-able.
MCQ finished in 15 mins.
Spent all my time on Section B &C.
Is it possible to lost 2kg of sweat :x

Chemistry
WAHHH, CHEEBYE. HATED the paper sia.
Finished MCQ in 25 mins.
Section B&C is CRAP.
Plan to give up.

Biology
Finished MCQ in 10 mins and then me go for a break.
Section B got afew question is gone case.
Section C i only know how to do the optional question.

Well... this time, im not so happy for my SA2,
Didn't study before that due to procrastination.
And some more when there's so many things.
Especially Chemistry, if I fail Im not surprised.

Off too edit class blog.

MIA (:

2009-09-29T18:34:00.002+08:00

Wont be blogging till EOY ends.
Will be moving to onsugar soon,
Let time tell everything yea?

So in the mean time,
all the best :D

emphasizing ._.

2009-09-27T02:45:00.003+08:00

Gotta emphasize this STRICTLY aye.
Especially those who blog.
Seriously hated this job of chasing IP or what-so-ever.

Somehow, dont you feel that,
when one doesn't tag your blog,
and then he/she visit your blog.
Don't you think it's like:
someone goes into your house without knocking the door?

I heard this somewhen last year,
and now I had enough.
But that's not my point of posting ._.

It's like a blog is for people to create,
and then people visit and tag.
Like duh right? ._.
But me just met people who insults one directly,
YES aye. DIRECTLY.

And to the who-you-are who sees my blog,
and insults me directly to people.
You where not happy?
Pick a date (when i'm free),
and feel free to have talk with me aye.

Think I don't know you saw my blog eh,
My sixth sense tells me so.
Okay, I'm not Psychic.
Then now I even feel unsafe online.
Block also no use right?

To the who-ever-no-brainer:
Look, I create a blog,
just to express myself,
so poeple (may) understand me even better,
and not for you to hallucinate like nobody's business.

That's when cyber abusing comes in.
When one insults another online,
Both DIRECTLY and INDIRECTLY aye.
Okay, fine.

Times come by, it's getting more&more too much.
Then now, a conflict even started,
then lead to breaking of friendship.
And then next time,
I don't even know what will happen.

FXCK right?
Worse of all, I even get (you-know-who) to go lameing around.
Suck ballsxzxz aye.

Can't even know what you and maybe myself doing.
Just stop all those hallucinating and get a life aye?

1

2009-09-25T21:04:00.010+08:00

Shall update a lil first
Before I literally forget what I want to post ._.

Monday 21/9

Am a good person by stay @ home and study aye

Tuesday 22/9

Am a bad person by going to school late.
Had chem class test, left 2 marks blank.
SS, Bio. BORING ._.
Teo lesson was "studying" Physics.
Physics class test was okay.
Teo took over Ou, as Ou didn't come.
Got back A.Maths paper. Bliss 21/30.
Quite accomplished, cause i didn't study.

"Chased" homework awhile ._. Hated this job aye.
Cleared locker also. Now no nothing of my things.
Went back to class as I left something kuku there.
Stress awhile with Je?

Went to 2nd floor classroom, self practice and prepare Bio presentation.
Jason came, forgot that he's having holiday now ._.
He accompanied me, and helped me in homework too.

Played instrument for awhile.
Tried 2 new songs out. Of cause, my tune was flat to the max aye.
Did Bio presentation speech.
Left @ 4+. Saw (___) ._.
Then crapped awhile with (__) ._.
Waste my time sia. Nabeh.

Wednesday 23/9

Was a good person by coming to school early.
PE was fun&lame. And Lexus sucks aye ._.
Shoes&Socks had leakage ._.
So was barefooted for the rest of the day.
Biology class test MCQ, quite okay, didn't know how to do certain question.
Stayed in class.
English was suck balls. Hated comprehension aye.
A.Maths was talking all along as usual.
Chinese was ._. Walau aye.
Got back my Physics class test. Bliss 15/25 aye.
Accomplished also as I didn't study ._.

Went to Ave 8 with G,Ja,Ju&Jo as G needa cut hair.
And while G is cutting, me went to buy shoes.
A size too big, in the end, it's rather okay ._.
After G is done, went to Kovan.
Jo accompanied Ja to buy pet,
Me&Ju&G went to makan, Hungry aye.
Saw the hamster, one was looking @ me like sparkling eye.

Thursday 24/9

Reached school early, in the end lightning alert ._.
Went ISH for assembly, didn't know how stressed up am I aye.
Chem, E.Maths, Geo ._.
Chinese ._.
English was comprehension again. Suck balls.
E.Maths was BOX the number time aye.
DAIDEE for lunch time.
Went CPA lab for Bio. Was editing the slide instead of listening.
Stoned outside CPA lab for no reason ._.

Friday 25/9

Got super fxcked up as it's so stuffy @ 6am ._.
In the end, sis never turn on fan ._.
Buying Tie @ 4 bucks is FTL. And shit that I left it in class ._.
A.Maths ._. was sucking lollipop for the whole lesson.
Physics lesson me am a guaikia, do work, though Deepa not around, FTW aye.
Was talking about religion for no reason. You suck aye, anyhow create one.
English was suck balls once again. HATED comprehension to the max aye.

Just school stuff.
DAMN no life.
I HATE it.

Though I've started my revision,
it's only one side go in,
and then the other side come out.
Especially and insane BIOLOGY.
Not only it's killing me,
I feel like shouting out.

Those stupid hatred in my heart,
lost my motivation from studying.
Seriously dont know what to do aye.
Just feel like killing someone aye.

Somehow, I feel so brave today.
I even have the courage to say "Hi" to you,
when I so hate you like abcdefg.
What's with me aye?
Though I keep on thinking 'bout the past,
and now it's present duh ._.
Someday, I'm gonna just spit it all out to you aye.

Okay, EOY in days,
I'm into about 5 dramas already.
'Cause of that,
I lost the motivation of studying even more ._.

Gonna study SS now,
though that's a sure-fail subject for me,
but I'll study for the sake for studying.

Btw, any interesting stuff to share?
I'm getting bored with those same-old stuff.

BIA

2009-09-22T22:27:00.002+08:00

HELLO,
I know my blog is rotting.
Too lazy to update aye.
Spent most of my time studying and HGSS.
Didn't have time to ton/go out ._.

Blog Haru Haru again, since last update (if i can remember)

16/9 Wednesday

PE was fun fun fun. Though game was ambitious
Bio was free period again :D
But Deepa came on second period .___.
English was fun, manage to know afew more vocab aye.
A.Maths was dying ._. Trigo special angle ._.
Chinese was funny, was using Ja phone to share earpiece with Ja,G and me ._.
Due to Deepa came during Biology lesson, it ended @ 2.30. FTW aye.

Went play ball aye, with Ja,G and K.
Played match, teamed up with K.
Sean came after that. K and Sean in a team ._.
Quite hilarious aye somehow.
Had 1V1 with K first. Lose duh ._.
1v1 with Ja. Lose duh ._.
Lastly G, didn't continue as my finger bent 180 degree ._.

Thursday 17/9

Assemble was speech from Jo, Je and Ruiqi.
Was debating about the test for chem.
Was sleeping during E.Maths
Moved around the school during Geog, can't really play as Miss Li screwed up the clues.
Acted a scene in Chinese lesson, and Lexus uh .____.
English was vocab again. Knew a lil more again. Funfun.
E.Maths test was so-so.

No Bio. So went play ball again with Ja, Ju and G.
Played awhile, but Ja or G crashed till my leg idiotic pain.
Rested for awhile, while that 3 played with lower sec.
Then had a match. 4v5. Upper sec VS lower sec.
OMG, I hate full court, made me run like a idiot ._.
Stopped till 7 goals, as some people have to go.

Friday 18/9

Happy Birthday to TMF. Stay happy aye.
Got our class tee, purple-ly. Was nice actually :D
Had A.Maths test, not so good as I didn't really do graph.
Physics lesson was listening to Deepa's "pig" language again.
English was vocab again ._.
And Miss Tey really state a damn true truth about me english standard ._.
Went to staff room, waited like dodo-bird.
In the end, it's @ GO ._.

Went to YCK's sakura with Ja, Jo, Ju, G, Brain and Leo.
Went to point change shirt.
Off to YCK. Was making a public nuisance in the bus.
Walk a super BIG round just to get to sakura.
1 person cost $22.45. Aye eh, sibeh worth.
Ate till super full. And the lamb chop is super load of pepper ._.
Took a gazillion of unglam photo. And I shall be a kind person by not posting it.
Jo bought cake. And then had celebration. Had a video taken by G.
Ja seems paiseh ._.

After Sakura, took 70.
Parted ways with Brain.
Alighted @ Serangoon and parted with Leo.
Then went my house for mahjong requested by G.(i think)
In the end, had a 5-man Mahjong ._.
They left @ around 5+

Was @ Batam.
Hotel room is like 3/4 of my house ._.
Spent most of my time studying and sleeping.
Went to cousin's house on Sunday. Oh-Em-Gee.
House is about 3/4 of school ._.
Played with Linus. Lmao, he showed me stupid videos which is super retarded.
Left @ 4.30 sg time. Reached SG in about 7+.
Home sweet home @ almost 8.

I shall continue blogging soon.
And Monday and today one asap.
Let's see how lazy am I.
Will be preparing EOY.

I'll save hallucination later.

(:

2009-09-15T21:59:00.002+08:00

Im going insane, thanks to something call END OF YEAR. And there's something before that, called CLASS TEST.

Blogging Haru Haru again:

11/9 - 13/9

Watched HGSS converge.
Was very nice after edit.
I don't really mind spoilers (: It turned out great.
Defeated Falker, was easy.
Defeated Bugsy, was rather sway as Scyther starts first .__.
Defeated Whiteny, and it killed my brain cell.
Defeated it before school re-opens .__. Suck balls.

14/9

School started. Was tired as I slept @ 3 the night before.
Reached school early, @ 7.25am.
All the boring, rotting, talking. Gr....
Come in class, majority people sleeping. HAHA, me too.
Music did a lil survey, insulted quite a lil 'mount of 'chers.
A. E.Maths was forever BORING.
Ou is a old bitch for some reason.
Chem was fun, when it is in the lab.
E.Maths again ._.
Watched South Park, the Guitar Hero, during PC.
English was relaxing.
Had so much fun during SS lesson. All the yellings ._.
Was being group as I.A.N. - Ian's Action Network. LOL.
Being a PM is not easy uh? We even promote a citizen to Chief Advisor. LOL

15/9

Woke up relatively early, even had the time to rest ._.
In the end, reach school on time (:
Was falling asleep during assembly, waste time sia.
Chemistry i want to DIEEEE.
Ng&Zu wasn't around, so no lesson.
Find Radian funny. 1 radian become 1 G. Lmao.
Was talking all along Deepa's lesson.
Ou's lesson was sleeping. BORING.
You're gonna regret it dude. (:

Since school re-open,
I've been super high for no reason.
Eg. Leo's book was wet and was debating over it?
Then I got high .____.
Another one even better,
It's just words cannot explain it.

Well, all these high-ness,
between my friends & myself.
Seems to get over that matter.
Feel so much better being with them.
Just 'cause I feel like yelling out.
But I don't want to be sent to IMH ._.

Well, though I still sees you in school,
and somemore when our classroom is so near to each other ._.
you still spoils my mood.
Gave you "pressure" (by formula (row)(h)(g))
You dao me.
Ogay, me understand. You can't take it right? HAHAHA.

And somemore you're just within them,
and I don't give a fxck.
Okay, that's me perhaps.
But what I can say for YOU, this kind of person:
HONG ONG GOU LI,
Dk this phrase. Go & watch BV and you'll know what it means.
Or else, ask me personally.

Let's move on to another topic*

I believe about you,
But in the end everything turns out worse ._.
You suggest to me about it?
Well... I am willing to give it a try.
But do you have any other suggestion?
HAHAHA, I know you did it once,
at least tell us luh,
then don't need pay you copyrighted money ._.

OVERALL
I shall say :
I manage to get over it,
But still, there's a gazillion hatred in my heart.
Just YOU ALL, blame it on whoever,
causing my to cause such a hatred to school.
YAH, I know not your problem,
but it's part of you. Lmao.
And now,
I've lost interest of coming school. .____.

Another word I shall curse :
SUCK BALLS.

Okay, I'm 80% done for friday,
hope it turns out to be a great day (:
And me will MIA over the weekends.
Family forever having celebration during EOY period.
Then next year, O's liao. FXCK MAN.

Okay, long post .___.
Cause I'm bored.
More HGSS converge coming up.
Lazy to blog in detail ._.

Afew calander to note:
17/9 - Chemistry, E.Maths Class Test
18/9 - Physics, A.Maths Class Test
22/9 - Biology Class test

SUCK BALLS once again (:

Blah !

2009-09-10T23:52:00.003+08:00

Tuesday 8/9

Was at home clearing up my homework. And it's all DONE. :D

Wednesday 9/9/09

HAPPY 9/9/09 :D
Didn't know there's geog remedial till G told me last night.
In the end, woke up at 9.39am. I so love 9's can.
Went to school.
Bumped into a fxck idiot, give me that lanjiao face as if I cannot come school like that.
Geog lesson for an hour. Almost forgot everything. Lmao.
Lunch with G.
Took bus. Saw an old man @ bus stop taking food from bin. Lame ~

Thursday 10/9

Woke up @ 9+.
Clear up my room as it's fxck messy to the max.
Ja, Ju & G came my house @ 11.
Did Bio project. It's quite easy (:
In the end, me have to edit again ._.
K haven't send me ._______.

Went Swim with Ja & Ju @ 12.
Saw Kids reselling against each other ._.
Went bath @ 1.30.
Went back my house, and down with G to buy things.
G went bounce, and then......
MAHJONGGGG spreee.
Instead of "Piano Seat" win, winner goes one round, meaning everyone won once at least :D
LOL-ed, Talk Cock, Sing Song, and of cause, play Mahjong.
Ja left @ 3+.
Ju & G stayed till 4.

Had a great day.
And camping out is don't know whose idea.
HAHA, planning in progress though.

OMG, SA2 haven't come yet and I have holiday plans .___.
And 2 long months of holiday is gonna bore me off.
Maybe going to work ba, since I so free :D

I guess, it's time to do revision.
Stop BOF, BV, HGSS, etc.
Seems to be out of focus when it comes to studies.

Okay, I'm so not done planning for next friday.
Sian ._____________.
Hope it won't be screwed.
And I'm not done with making (_)
Crap, can I have more time -.-

Off to sleep.
A day and a weekend more to school re-open.
Days seems to be passing slower and slower -.-

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2009-09-07T20:01:00.003+08:00

Friday 4/9

- Late for school again. HAHAHA. Last day of school liao, but who cares.
- A.Maths is torchuring as usual.
- Physics was talking all along.
- Rotted for english lesson as usual.
- Went home after that. Bring books to study.
- Went to Heartland Mall Macs. Had lunch first before studying.
- Studied abit, talked alot. HAHA.
- Home-ed at around 4.

Saturday 5/9
- Stayed at home to do homework. And I'm done with what I wanted. :D

Sunday 6/9
- Happy Birthday MuiPeng a.k.a. Airport (:
- Did homework in the morning (:
- Received a call from Kengie, jio-ing me to go church.
- Left home @ about 1.30pm, flew to church.
- All seems so shock to see me. Roflmaolols.
- Service was as powerful as usual, but today's no exception. Wonder why.
- Stoned again, for no reason. Lmao.
- Dinner and home-ed.

Monday 7/9
- Woke up at 9+
- Left home at 10.15am to meet Ju
- Stupid Ja last minute pangseh us -.-lll
- Train-ed to Boon Lay. Reached too early :/
- Ate lunch @ Pepper Lunch.
- Waited PF @ Bus Interchange. She sure is funny ._.

- Bus-ed to Pasir Laba Camp. Was deliberatly following people ._.
- Walk-ed around there. And our tradition of "anyhow walk" by Ju.
- Went to Army Museum.
- Tried the shooting range. And Oh-Em-Gee, I cannot shoot ._.
- Went to the "playground" back in Pasir Leba camp.
- Napfa test computerised is cool. That cause my SBJ to be like .__.
- Anyhow walked a lil more.
- Homed :D

Basically today is soooo cool. Nowadays Army sleep in Air-Conditioned room. Sooo cool leh. :D And the stuff over there is awesomeeeee. But my shooting is .___. TEEHEE. Few more years, zzz.

For the next few days, I'm gonna be good person by staying at home and finish up the "mountain" of homework given. Some are driving me nuts. Especially E.Maths :D

give me remember

2009-09-03T22:41:00.002+08:00

Woke up @ 7am.
Was late for school. HAHAHA.
Geog 'cher let us early dismiss receess.
Watching MV again during Chinese.
Rotting for the whole English lesson.
Teo suck by letting us stay back just 'cause she cannot do finish her stuff.

No Bio again (:
Went play ball.
Quitted my AhLong job when returning their stuff.
Settle daiji outside the toilet.
Went back ball. Played Match 3v3.
K left, Des joined in.
3v3 again. PE shirt VS Uniform.
Des drilled me by letting me in the very last goal (: Thanks uh.
Gotta drill a lil more on aiming (:
Home Sweet home. :D

Bounce With G, Ja, K & Leo.
Zak once without Leo.
Pap thrice(?) myself.
Rb-ed at dinner time :D

Seriously, I find some people very cute leh. When you're accessed through online stuff, nobody will scold a person in a direct way. But now I've met someone who insults one person directly, even the name also stated. LOL. Perhaps this kind of person dont dare say it in my face bah (:

Daijiobu, this kind of person sure get retribution one day de. Or maybe dont even dare face e world de. HAHA.

And tmr could be a -.-ll Have a feeling I'm going band if there's no place to study tmr.

boring

2009-09-02T20:18:00.004+08:00

Monday 31/8

Woke up late, but wasn't late for school.
Super boring Aerobics.
Concert was okay okay.
Went home after school.

Tuesday 1/9

Woke up @ 6.50am.
Overslept, end up meeting G and Ju @ 7.20am
88 to PR to meet Ja & Jo.
Walked to PR park, jogged to Downtown.
Ja & me had Subway for breakfast, the rest @ BK.
Stoned around the shops.
Bumped into them, fxck. Didn't know till G told me.
Wanted to walked to Changi Village, but Ja CMI.
Went back to PR park for walk. Had silence game.
Ja was "mute" long, and me KO in less than a minute -.-
Went to Elyas mall. Bus-ed.
Home-ed then bah.

Wednesday 2/9

PE was fun. Eugene and me playing with girls.
Shoes & Socks wet, so was bare-footed.
Bio was fun. Didn't know Dialysis was so wasteful.
English had Oral practice. Thanks Miss Tey.
A.Maths was boring as usual.
Was talking all along during Chinese lesson.
Went Hall @ 2.15pm.
Sat like a Dodo-bird till 3+, some people sure love to say grandma's story.
My turn for Oral, was okay.
Ball with G, Ju & Tx after oral.
Mall to buy bus pass.

overdue pictures. (:

2009-08-30T22:29:00.003+08:00

Strangly, Blogger allow me to upload Pic.

Did anyone bumped into this advertisement?

Fxck right? Yes, it was this stupid advertisement that causes the fxcking irritating music and many more.

Some overdue pictures since 24 August.

During PC:

Emphsise the 2nd letter (:

During Chem SPA:

Leo's perfect masterpiece (:

Lexus masterpiece. Calcium Carbonate and some acid & hydroxide bah.

Notice the Burette, LOLOL. Intercept (:

I have a feeling that tmr is gonna be BORING.

usual

2009-08-29T22:56:00.002+08:00

Blogger still cannot post pictures. Suck balls to the max can? And I've lost interest in blogging.

Shall start Day by day in point form :D

Wednesday

Took my Height and Weight, forever Short and FAT.
Bio I confused the teacher when I spam her question.
English was nightmare
Teo's forever nagging about PE shirt. Suck Ballsss
Cheena was playing some bloodgroup game
Physics had fun playing with Sec4's apparatus (:
Mind was filling up with Anger. Suck Balls can?

Thursday

Assembly is boring
Geography was funny. 'Cher has BIG poker cards :D
Cheena lesson was watching MV in my PSP
English was funny&lame. Kena Show&Tell. HAH, I'm prepared anyway.
Teo has a weak heart even though something dropped
No Bio. Ja and Ju came to my place to study
Mahjong spree (:

Friday

Teo's lesson is forever boring.
Had Physics Test, rather okay :D
Show and Tell in music room. Was rather fun and okay.
Stoned outside the music room on what to do next.
In the end, study at my place again.
Went Mac have lunch with Jason, Kevin & KokHong.
Went back to school and wait for Ju, Jo & Gerald.
Took cab to my house. Fxck the guard, suck balls can.
Intend to study, since there's nothing to study, then....
MAHJONG. Ju won the first round. And me won second round. (:
Gerald took over me and me play bounce :D
Bounce with Gerald at night.
Watched MV and KO-ed at 12 midnight.

Saturday.

Boring. Stayed at home the whole day.
Gonna KO soon. Weather is so suitable for sleeping (:
MV-ed. Homework.
Studied Biology. Went out of Syllabus. LOL.
Printed Haru Haru music sheet. Me am gonna try it out :D

today

2009-08-25T21:29:00.002+08:00

If today doesn't exist, my life would be just me myself.

Those laughters, those fun, those joy. They are meant to be kept forever. But as time past, everything changed. Now I've realized that the phrase "everything doesn't last" really make sense already. It's pounding my head like nobody's business now. And the amount of hate in my heart.

I just don't understand, that what me have done, to lead to this. Partially it's because of my hot temper. I couldn't even think of things properly. I made it out of my hot head, and burst it out like volcano. But then in the end, everything has to be fine. But nothing's getting better with this hot head of me.

- It all ended. 230309 ~ 25o809.
- Thank you for all the times :D

2009-08-24T20:16:00.008+08:00

Wasted my time today

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2009-08-21T19:13:00.002+08:00

I'm still at a hot side of my head. And I'm burning hell -.- And I made everything worse by going out today -.-

Have been studying with J's for the past 2 days. And I wonder why are they so interested in Chemistry all of a sudden. And I'm gonna feel super deprived as I hate it the most. And Acids are driving me mad. Can any pokemon use acid to wake me up? Lmao.

Seriously, someone is such a bitch. Come in class and straight away study. What-the-fxck right? Like as if everybody is settled and ready for you. And it is always thursday that I'm always pist off during your lesson. I know it's almost the end of the day and everybody's tired.(Not forgetting there's more periods after that) With you nag and nag and nag, we'll be even tired you see. Since you hate people to fall asleep, so you should do your job by NOT making us fall asleep. Logic right? Ta-Ma-De leh, what kind of person are you man?

Everybody seems to have mood swings lately. Wonder what-on-earth is happening man? A monster become Angelic. It's Nonsense. Joke around like nobody's business and being too serious when you felt Buay Song. So?

Enough of these, enough pist of all these. And wonder what's with my keyboard? It's giving me a headache. Somehow it seems dead, though I only dropped it once by accident.

On a side note, I found my house Key, IN SCHOOL. What a noob man? And nothing's spoilt.

sick

2009-08-19T22:27:00.000+08:00

OhMyGod. Im so sick now. Mucus have been flowing like nobody's business since afternoon. Feel like taking MC somehow.

Anyway, school was fine. And I love the love letter incident yesterday. And some hongster just would not dare to admit ah. *Point knife at you*. Soo many "Letters" are being passed around while some are just pranks.

Well, today was such a fun with mingyang. Busy bitching about Primary school matters. Lmao. Bitch for a loooong time and I didnt do my homework or study at all.

People do their work on paper. And I shall be a special one by doing my homework on the table. Not in a mood to do luh. Since it's A.Maths, I shall do it tmr. Oh, and from now onm it's handcore studying. :D And after exams, handcore activities (:

Scrammmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

2009-08-17T21:42:00.000+08:00

To that sucker who took my house key today:
Me suggest you better SCRAM off before I find out who you are? Why do you want to take my house key when you don't even know where's my place. Even if you do, do you want to be a monkey and climb over. C'mon man what a foolish thing to do leh. You want come my house right? Why don't you just tell me you wanna go my place. I'll always pick a free time and have fun, have joy and, laughter.

Was quite in a fxcked up mood because of these. One day I'm so gonna ask the General Office for the CCTV and me can look for the evidence. It's getting ridiculous leh. Brainless people who have no brain cell can think this kind of thing. Honestly, you're just using your butt to think. (:

And reguarding that matter ah, you better scrammmmmmmmmm off before I really gonna go mad. And when me go mad, you will not expect the normal me you've seen. It would be like me just escape from mental hospital. So fxckkkkkkkkkkkkkkk off :D

Fuck the fact that there's band tmr. Somehow, me still want continue to fall sick.

Lmaooo

2009-08-16T20:24:00.002+08:00

PF, is this what you asked for? My P1 standard drawing?
My ear stud has became a CAT.

Once again, love these stuff. But what's hateful is that i'm too into this till I left my lunch in school after the lesson.

~~So, it's a bye-bye huh? Alrights (: Cheers.~~

JJJJJJJJ

2009-08-16T14:19:00.000+08:00

Me am just gonna type my post in words, since blogger is so fxcking screwed once again.

Basically I having a no life life. Book, homework, exam, stress are all adding weight on me. On top of that, there's ~~band~~, friendship problems, hallucination of people. Got these to settle first. Not to forget me am starting to love adrenaline :D

Basically these sucks. Friday changed seating arrangement. Back in 3's. And I'm surrounded by my J's. And me feel lucky that me no claustrophobia. Seating in between that 2 is rather okay de. This is so boring.

According from the bitching session I had, We shall do it. :D Let's get planning and carry out asap.

Alright overdue pictures shall post it some time later. Since the descripting session during english lesson yesterday, I've realized how good my Art standard is (:

Cheers

x.x

2009-08-12T20:30:00.001+08:00

Somehow, I should have came school at 9.30 am today instead of 7+. Choo's not around, and class is so boring today. Rottt in class till 9,30 then Bio. As usual, went superb jelly as it's like our... lungs? Now I've realized how dirty our body is x.x Subsequent lesson were HYPER boring too. Regretted going for Physics lesson today as Deepa is talking the same thing Mrs. Goh said ytd. Went ball after Physics.

Went mall to get my spec fixed and bought some stuff. Hope it last long. Cause everything I'm using seems dying on me lately. And my phone is back to "Hospital" again. Wonder if the battery needs to be amputated? HAHA, time will tell everything.

And now the com died on me zzz.

Oh- Em- Gee.

2009-08-10T22:19:00.007+08:00

Me feel good today.

Woke up at 10+ and spammed some bastard sms. Not really a wake up call but just some matters. xD Anyway, had breakfast and rot for awhile at home before leaving home. Some bastard is so superb cute saying that he's coming my house at the meeting time. Lmao.

Bumped into Ju on the bus and then headed to meet Jo and Ja. Had lunch then Jo went to find someone. Then Jo bumped into Je. We caught Je red-handed with (__). Goodness, in the end everything got superb lame. After laming with Je went to train to plaza for movie.

Wanted 吓到笑，but in the end watch.
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One word: Epic.

For some scene though it was violent, but I laughed instead, HAHA. Love the Antagonist especially Anna. She was killing people with stars, whatever, guns. Love the way she murder people. Maybe I shall Massacre the school like her? Jkjk. Also if anybody touched her the person will be murdered. Though it was NC 16, but i rate it 4.5/5.

After movie was stoning on what to do. And so we went to takoyaki stall for chill out. Slacked awhile. While I had my meal, I bumped into JiaEn and co. And before the movie, I bumped into Letitia. Coincidental huh? After tako, went to WS. Though the journey was long, but I really enjoy bitching with J's somehow.

Went to WS for my baggggggggggggggg. Finally had a new one. Cause my sling bag died on me. Bitched awhile more and went home with Jo and Ju. Plain and fun and nice one already.

Audi-ed with Ju and PF:

Love the chains, and PF beat me in 4 button cause I was daydreaming. A short Audi day for me so... YAH. Hope Jo can on too D:

Me gonna sleep now. Ciaos. (: Btw, I'm (____) now. So.... YAH. :D

epic

2009-08-09T18:04:00.002+08:00

Found this on the school portal.

Muahahaha. 3E1 is epic epic epic :D

Still have many overdue pictures to post, but I'm lazy to upload.

(:

2009-08-07T22:57:00.000+08:00

Somehow I find Mr.Ang very funny today. And he's abit @.@

Anyway, wasted my time in school today. Everything is such a bore to me. But folding stars part was rather fun. Managed to fold 120 stars just myself. And went home instead of going Ian's place 'cause of that hongster.

I'm having a 7am jog at Pasir Ris tmr, rather ambitious for me. But I wanna take a try, it's been a long time since I ran at a park. :D

I've changed, so what? Your problem. Give me some evidence first :D:D:D

Off to sleep. Waking up at 5.30 tmr.

post

2009-08-06T22:57:00.002+08:00

Some overdue pictures to be posted:

FM's. Intended to post 156 cfm but was lazy.

A million sorry as I didn't online msn today. I keep logging off as there's some fxcking irritating music which causes me to shut down. The music played from nowhere and it cant be stopped.

Didn't online Audition too.

Everything seems to cocked up for no reason. Hm...

2009-08-05T22:57:00.000+08:00

Blogger is back to normal in Opera too, but it's the top part which is superb screwed. But who cares? :D Didn't intend to post pictures as I'm sleeping soon.

So basically today I had my standing broad jump and incline for PE. SBJ i got a pathetic 215 ><>

Someone is such a bitch can. I'm already enough restless and all you do is to nag nag nag. Whatthefxck sia. And I nearly wanted to yell over you and give you a fxck BIG punch on your face. My Godness. Do you want to be imagined if this is done on you instead.

Wondering in progress, should I stop caring, or at least give a lil heart on it?

normal

2009-08-04T19:47:00.002+08:00

Blogger is back to normal in IE, but not in Opera -.- And MuiPeng's "treatment" work eh, thanks Airport.

Just want to sum up, this few days were extraordinary fine. Just that I failed my SS with a pathetic 9/25. Was quite accomplished as I didnt even know how to do the SBQ at all. That damped my mood yesterday. Then after SS yesterday was doing project at my house. And we took turns to do the work while the rest were slacking. Rofl. Hope I won't screw up the presentation tmr.

My phone got cocked up again. Well, this time it's not the phone, but the battery. At first I thought it was okay after the phone got fxcking hot. Then in the end, lagi worse -.- So in the end I've to send my phone to the "Hospital" again. And this time it need a "Surgery" again. Just like blogger -.-

Finished pokemon Ruby Destiny ROL. And when Angeallen list out all the ledgendary pokemon, it was super naggy as there's alot. In the end, there's 35 of them. Angeallen is a bitch too btw -.- Plan to go into Rescue Ranger once I've fixed my VBA emulator, caused it got cocked up and cannot save the game.

On the side note, pigpig is getting naughty ah... TEEHEE.

Somehow, I don't wanna care already, but who cares :D

normal

2009-08-02T01:20:00.003+08:00

Blogger is back to normal. Like finally. :D

Some super overdue pictures.

This was today.

This was 4 months ago.

Any differnece? Well, had fun with these people. Thanks thanks. Well, for quite some time, played pokemon Ruby Destiny: Rol. Of cause I restarted the game, cause my team is so screwed.

~~Maybe I should really leave it.~~

moving on

2009-08-01T00:08:00.000+08:00

Somehow I feel like quitting (_) and move on to (_).

What is it? Ask me personally.

melovethem

2009-07-31T18:30:00.000+08:00

TRALALA, Im back after a nice nice nap.

Physics paper was... dissappointing? 1 more mark I could get an A. Did some careless mistakes and did not see some question properly. Needa buck up on Physics and Biology already eh.

Anyway, lesson was enjoyable. Except when I got (_) somehow. And during English today, I finally know why the world is so damn messy now. And some crazy people went to shoot guns at innocent people when they are only a age at High School. Such (_) thinking not only kill people, but in the end they killed themselves.

suddenly, I love rock and heavy music somehow. Woah...

better

2009-07-30T21:09:00.001+08:00

Today was much better than yesterday. Except the part that 'cher nag. Fxck can, 'cher nag till so super direct and then crap class matters. then crap chemistry result for the whole fxcking half an hour. Waste time sia, super feel like cursing her that time ah. &^%$*$&()

Went com lab during geog today, went there to play game instead of doing work as the uploading page is SUPERB lag. And this is sucking to the max till recess time.

Chinese- 'cher go through paper answer. And I PASSED MY CHINESE, cause there's a MCQ 'cher mark wrongly and i got a 2 mark bonus. WoOts, no more(or 1 less) underline in my result slip. English, stayed in the media resource room, did show and tell. Really hilarious. And really enjoyed myself during that time. Took (_) video, will upload if I can. Then I got back my English paper, results were.... so-so. I got an A2. WoOts. And i must conclude : 4 periods of aircon is a bitch. E.Maths for another 2 period was okay, but I hate trigo. Biology- got back paper, and I hate the fxcking noob result. Got a B4 and was rather dissappointed.

Something even hilarious happened before the end of Biology lesson is that 2 of them were involved in a "fight", and one of them yelled at the other person causing the whole class to be super silent. And after a split second, everyone burst into laughter, even 'cher also laughed. Ohmygodness, it's so super hilarious can.

I definately feel good, during english class, Biology class. Godness man.

Audition with Juan ytd, I didnt manage to brush up my skill as i feel like sleeping. And this cause me to have an afternoon nap today. And I bet that I'm gonna have difficulty sleeping today.

One for thing in the wishlist is strikeoff: 4 A's in the next CT. Achieved :D

swing

2009-07-29T20:36:00.000+08:00

WARNING, loads of "F" words, NOT SUITABLE FOR YOUNG CHILDRENS.

What's wrong with all the teachers today?

Their mood is so damn fxcking bad to the max except for MissTey. Can't really chill out as some fxckers aim something at my tooth causing it to be fxcking unstable and fxcking pain. As my tooth is already very unstable, that fxcker definately is deteriorating it. And also some fxcker who have no sense of direction. Crap man. Has the sun rise from the wrong direction or what? They had their wrong medicine or what? What crap is this man? I know today's hot, but why?

PE had fxck pumping doing the girls style which cause my knee to be fxcking pain. Played Frisbee, very fun and shiok. Loads of laughter happened. Rather thirsty so bought 2 bottles of drink. Went back to class and started playing ice. Some fxcker aimed the ice and my mouth and tooth. Chased that fxcker around the whole express block till I fell down at the opposite toilet, it was freaking wet. Went toilet chill for some time. Thanks guys :D

Got back my A.Maths paper, was rather satisfied with it, though there's careless mistakes. Mood was worse due to the fxcking hot weather and 'cher fxcking yelling. GODNESSSSS.

And Physics lesson is such a bitch can. What's wrong? BIG issue, I had a fun time and 'cher came and destroy the fun. The bunsun burner and the screw thing was rather lame. What fxck is that she purposely check that if we really do our work during her lesson. So I didnt care. Mood was fxcking bad to the max already, like want me vomit blood like that.

Chiong to Imac room for (__), and good luck to those who have show and tell. Rot there for quite some time due to no (__). Cause it's heavy duh -.- Felt shiok too.

Like I said, loads of "F" word. So, children should stay out of this :D

And can blogger quickly solve this stupid problem. It's driving me nuts somehow. Zzz

elated

2009-07-28T18:54:00.000+08:00

Superb elated today somehow.

Got back my chemistry and E.Maths paper.

During Chemistry lesson today, I was half moodless as I'm predicting that I'm failing my chemistry. So when 'cher says that we're getting our papers, I panicked. As a chem rep, I've to give back the papers to the class. And of cause I saw everybody's marks -.-ll DERH. So I gave it out in a relaxed way while my legs are shaking with fear. And Julia set a trap for me to fall down while I was distrubting her side, BAD PIG. Nahh, joking lah.

When I was at the boy's side, I was like dooms days. And I panicked when I saw Leonard's paper, cause the next one was me. DERH. And then I saw a (__), in the end, it's Jobain's paper. -.- LOL, then under Jobain's paper is MY paper. I was shocked when I saw my marks. I've ace and top the stupid paper. And in the end, all the any-old-how-do MCQ was okay :D Section B was lovely, had all correct on the mole, and my balancing equation was crap.

And my paper was obviously robbed by everybody. DERH.

E.Maths paper was given back. Did fairly okay, but worse than chemistry. ROFL. Had some careless mistakes. And I left a graph blank and I didnt know -.- WTH. And I think my eyes are playing on me during the test. LOL.

Created a din while people are having test, and I didn't know till I went out of the class to have a walk. Bad us bad us.

I know I crap alot today. Zzz.

over

2009-07-27T19:51:00.001+08:00

CA3 is over. For me and some other people. In conclusion, today's paper was the best of all. Finished Biology in 30 mins and A.Maths in 45 mins time. For A.Maths i manage to spot one careless mistake when I was checking, and I didn't really check the Modulus function, cause I think I wrote crap. And at the last 2 minutes of paper, I was relaxing my mind and getting ready for Biology paper.

Biology was SHIOK. But I'm afraid Im gonna flunk as I've forgotten almost everything from what I had studied. And one of the thing is the blood group. Anyhow do and that cost me 3 marks. And I wrote crap on the transporting of blood in left side of the heart. I was lucky enough to realize that I wrote the wrong valve name. And there was one question I anyhow scribble my answer, but after lots of discussing from friends, I was correct. So I didn't know that my instincts was good :D

After school was quite shiok. Wanted to have the Guitar room for (_), but in the end _l_. So in the end, had a good time yelling, playing the keyboard, etc etc. And I may be drumming -.-ll LOL, I may be triple task in (_).

My body is so hot hot hot hot hot, but my temperature say cold cold cold cold cold. CRAP. Didn't really feel well today. And I was even wondering when will I not be coming to school. Didn't wanted to get my results so fast. But I got back my chinese, failed by a mark, but I felt accomplished as I scored well for comprehension. And flunked my MCQ.

Good luck for those are still having papers tmr. :D

Fierce

2009-07-24T20:09:00.003+08:00

Test was rather okay. Able to complete Physics paper :D But I didn't check. And I crapped the paper too. And I doubt my ability as I think there will be careless mistakes. KNS. And some question is seriously werid werid werid. How would I know the vaccum connected to the bell jar filled with ballon as the balloon expand. KNS.

Btw, I CAN DO CHINESE, but it's the comprehension, Idk how to do the close passage. WOAH. Finished it in half an hours time and fall asleep. Then I woke up then realize there's 10 mins left. So I had nothing to do so I went to draw random stuff. YADADA, I went to draw a tortoise on my ANSWER paper. And the invigilator saws it and give me a stupid face. Rofl.

Took a nap at 3, fxck. Intend to study but I was too tired. And I intend to study Biology over the weekends, and studying A.Maths later. And I don't intend to fail Biology as it's only one chapter.

Team Galactic conspiracy is actually an unsuccessful, was expecting them to actuaaly detect the spear pillar. But in the end, NOT. So they retreated. And there's a flood at Mt. Tegan due to Toxicroak's jabbing towards the wall. Woah, that scene gotta be super epic man.

superb screwed

2009-07-23T21:28:00.002+08:00

IM BLOGGING IN IE. WoOts, it feels good to be "Home" again. And blogger is driving me nuts somehow. LOL, but who cares.

Had E.Maths Paper and Chemistry Paper. Was unable to complete the paper as I was nervous, and also forgotting alot of things. And for E.Maths, I felt super dumb as the question can be done in one step and I'm writing grandmother story to teacher. WTH. And I didn't do the last question as I'm short of time. And the circles question is also rather tricky, but luckily there's no tangent. If not I'll definately go mad.

Chemistry paper is a gone case. Left afew MCQ blank as I have forgot to give a guess when 'cher is collecting my paper. The monoxide question i wrote crap. My equation was NO -> NO3. How could this be possible man. Actually, I did this in a rush.

And practically, I feel smart as I do those easy question first, which carry alot of marks. And leave the hard questions blank. And I've confidence in The Mole section as I scribble the formula at the bottom of the page. And I think my chemistry paper is super dirty lah. And I just can't focus as Leonard is deliberately talking ALL THE TIME asking me or Ian for answer. Bitch him can. Got super irritated and chiong my paper.

Oh yahhh, for the writing equation part, I did not do my working, as there's no space given. And there'll be lots of correction tapes if I did the working. And I've just realized that one of the question, which told us to write 3 Ionic & Chemical equation, I left one of the Ionic equation blank as i dont know how to do, and the rest of thee working is done mentally. ROFL.

Feel kinda vexed up after my papers today, esepecially Chemistry. So went to chill out with friends, and "vent out" our anger towards the paper. Somehow I feel glad.

I'm currently made a descision of joining (_), I'm still considering.

Tmr, Chinese and Physics paper. I hope I can finish my Physics paper on time. So far, I haven't been able to complete the Physics paper. GONE CASE.

cake crap crack

2009-07-22T20:44:00.003+08:00

English today was rather okay, except that my grammar was atrocious to the max. And I forgot the format all of a sudden. But luckily people around me wrote till I remembered. And Miss Tey is seriously funny before the paper starts. During the paper, I was rather nervous, as I CANNOT afford to fail this. This is my strongest part of english, and if I fail, the chances of (_) is even higher.

Anyway, I crapped my SS paper. I didn't know how to do the SBQ at first so I went to do SEQ at first. Took 20 mins to do that and that fxcking long. Wrote one and a half page for that. After chionging for SEQ, took a minute break to rest my hand, and mean time, I'm reading the question for SBQ. For the rest of the time, I couldn't stop thinking and chionging for the 15 minutes(minus 5 mins for reading the question), but in the end I managed to finish, and forgetting some points which I should have written.

E.Maths and Chimstry tmr. Chemistry should not give me a big problem other than the formula. E.Maths on tangent of the circle is driving me mad. I hope I can finish the 2 papers on time tmr. Cause it is always the maths and sciences paper I couldn't finish on time. Soo.... JIAYOUS :D

Thanks 2 BFF for accompany me today. I feel blessed to have friends like you :D

Btw, I literally drew Tortoise on my chinese spelling yesterday, as somebody asked me if I did draw or not. HAHA.

opera

2009-07-20T22:22:00.002+08:00

Changed my internet to Opera. But it look so goddamnit screwed in blogger somehow. And in my opinion, Opera is much faster and less laggier than IE. But I'll use IE for somethign else bah.

Anyway, got my phone back yesterday from repair. And my pokemon data is erased. And I think that it was pokemon that spoils my phone man. Gr... now like almost everybody is playing pokemon. Kill boredem and kill times eh. Woahhhhhhh.

Had spelling today, spelled substantial wrongly, spelled as "Substential" -.- WTF dumb me. And there's chinese spelling tmr, and Im not gonna care, Im gonna draw a tortoise and give it to that OULAO. HAHA, I feel evil somehow.

Well.... CA is on wednesday and I studied a lil on SS and intended to study chemistry. But lazy me never bring my book home. And the assesment book is deliberately combining chapters. And somehow mole can be understood. (: And I have to confidence to ace chemistry. Physics it's only pressure I'm worrying about. WEP is only the work done by friction I think it's crap. And Biology is giving me a headache. Double maths was okay. HAHHHHHHH. Teacher already do 6.2 of A.Maths when test is till 6.1, and partial fraction can be a killer if I don't memorize my formula well.

I find this lame somehow. See... I seems to hate you in my heart. But at the same time, I missed you as my BFF. I just dont know, if I could continue to trust you. I dont know if that reply was a right choice, but at least I wanna let you know from my heart. And btw, I don't really mean to be naggy...

Went ton around with friends after SS lesson today, from front gate till econ we took half an hour to walk. And luckily my house is not gonna be occupied today, if not I'm gonna have a hard time being a cleaner. Poor me somehow.

Wonder how tmr goes. I still continue to count hor.... 4 days already uh, from when I last saw you :D

done

2009-07-19T17:37:00.003+08:00

Phew... I finally finished my homework. I only did some today as they're all uploaded online. And it's obviously sucking my ink off. And I finally have the printer in my room, YEAH.

I HATE tasting blood, it seriously suck. And apologize to all if I cannot talk properly thanks to my broken and missing tooth. This kind of feeling seriously sucks can. And medication is a female dog -.- But I'm finishin it soon. Feel like skipping some of it -.-

Shall I be happy somehow?